Until Then

Wrong Timing

OFF'S pov.

"Sorry my bad, it was an accident" I said this to Fahsai when he asked why I kept on dropping the paper card during the game. While saying these exact words, i was looking directly at Gun and he seemed to be taken back.

I was jealous. He got to kiss another guy other than me.  I should not be possessive because I'm the guy avoiding him but in this situation my decision making was clouded by my jealousy. I knew it was an accident but my petty self can't accept the fact that another person has even felt those lips. That was mine.

Just as I was fighting myself and over-thinking what I was doing in front of Gun, i heard him askes permission to leave in order to start the bonfire. I was about to go to him and help him but Oab ran towards him. My jealous bone acted up again and glared at Gun even without her looking 

"What's with you?!" Fahsai asked me again. I looked at him sarcastically but deep down she knew what was going on. She pulled me aside and pulled the tip of my ears making me bend down to her level.

"Just think that this will be over before the month end. You gotta hold off until then but can you be more sensitive to Gun. Even if you guys already kissed and stuff, he might misunderstand because of the confusing situation." She told me while getting the ball for ping-pong.

"But he's driving me mad!" I complained then she gave me a confused look.

" You've got to be kidding me..  he's driving you mad? Did you notice his reaction whenever you accidentally kiss me. If I was him I would be crying right now" she said.

"Cry? Really? That sounds childish" I answered her. I didn't expect a response but then I received a punch in the stomach that made me curl.

"Why did you do that?!" I complained to her again. This time she told me something that made me really nervous.

"Imagine this ok? Really try to think about it and absorb it in your pretty mind." She knocked on my head while saying the door, matching every beat. 

"What?" I asked.

"Your Gun. And I'm you. I kiss you and tell you it was fine kissing my best friend. Then the next few days I qln't talk to you. Then the moment we could finally talk, I choose to kiss this beautiful princess as an accident" she even complimented herself, Beautiful princess more like the devil. But then her words rang in my head. Maybe I did overdid it a bit to the point that I probably hurt him.

" Why didn't you stop me!" I shouted at her. Tay and New looked at both of us so we pretended to be lovey-dovey. Then she pinched me again when she saw Tay and New looked back. What a talented actress.

"Are you kidding me?...  you should have known that! That's so obvious..  are you stupid?"  she looked at me like it was that obvious to see.

She left me thinking and she joined Oab and New in cleaning the room after all the game fiasco. I then tried to look for Gun but Tay caught up to me. He wanted to have a little chat and I wanted to find Gun and apologize. I ignored him and he looked so confused. But I was determined to say sorry so I rushed out of the room. Just as the music was muffled by the closed door I heard a loud thud.

"Gun?" I called out as I was going downstairs. We were the only people here so it was definitely from Gun. I rushed down the stairs since I heard no response.

"Gun?? Is everything alright?" I shouted but there was no response at all. I hurried down a little faster due to panic and went directly to the 1st floor bathroom where I heard the sound.

"GUN!" I shouted his name as I saw him lying down the floor. I put laid his head to my arms and tried to wake him up by tapping his cheek slowly.

"Gun.. gun... wake up.. what's wrong?" I was talking to a very unconscious man. He was still not waking up. I started shouting for the guys upstairs to come but I guess the music was loud still and it was impossible for them to hear.