Until Then

What's the deal?

Off's POV.

So this is my life now?

How did it even go like this?

I'm so lost.

Someone please.

Someone.

Help me.

This is because of a certain incident that transpire days ago. We were out together eating dinner to finally discuss the plan to cancel the wedding. Just then we noticed something weird. Every time we go out we see the same set of people always looking at our direction. They would be hidden from the crowd but whatever they do they stood out. 

Fahsai confronted her father about the suspicious looking people always following us because she was getting scared. Her father gave in and told us that we were always followed whenever we are together. Just then we realized that if we want our plan to work we should really pretend like a real couple so that we can have the great break up like we planned. This is because my mother said about giving the relationship a real effort and she might disagree if we really don't try.

Fahsai told me to give Gun some space after telling her what happened because I have a problem with self-control. This is actually true. If they found out about Gun and I, they won't probably agree to calling off the wedding. So I had to endure for the future.

Just as I was about to go crazy thinking about my actions this past few days, Fahsai entered my room. She was now my new roommate and she's the only one that knows what happened between Gun and I. She was actually the one who suggested to avoid Gun for the time being.

"How's it going bud?" She entered the room like she owns it. She threw her jacket and sunglasses on the bed like a mad man. Without taking a shower she jumped on the bed and sat there like she's so clean. Don't get it wrong, I'm not that overdramatic but living with her for a week now, she has never been proper. How did she even hide this kind of behavior from my family and hers.

"What do you think? I'm miserable and this is you fault!" I slightly accused her despite me being the problem myself. Actually it was our parents. She put her hands in the air and turned of her innocent look.

"Whatever do you mean?" She asked me innocently. She's the devil and I know it. The day she confessed about liking someone, they eventually made up and living their secret dating life with me as a thirdwheel.

"I'M GOING INSANE!" I told her. She just giggled and laughed at me. It must be nice for her to enjoy dating that other girl and leave me to suffer here in silence. That's right, she was passing her current "gurlfriend" as her future bridesmaid and they bring me every time to avoid suspicion. I was the third wheel in their relationship and I'm kind of jealous. How can she enjoy like that with me not even looking at Gun.

I miss him... it's been days since I started avoiding him. It truth, I don't even need to avoid him.that much but because I have this weird feeling that when I'm around him I won't be able to stop myself from jumping at him. This is basically just hell.

I still remembered what happened days ago.

I was about to take a shower when I heard someone walking behind the door. Without even thinking I opened it and boom there goes Gun. He looked at me up and down and I noticed that I was half naked. He told us to come eat but he also avoided my gaze as I avoided his. Just then Fahsai went out of the shower with just a towel. I almost faced palm myself because of the scene in front of me.

Not to be a pervert but anybody seeing us like this would immediately think about something naughty. She was only wearing a towel, and I was half naked. How cruel can life be.