I look back at him, "Thank you,"
He shifts closer to me, "I promise I'll never let myself get that out of hand again."
I just keep looking at him, his eyes seem so empty, but behind the emptiness, I see pain.
"I promise, I'll never hurt you again."
He moves his hand from the back of the couch to the back of my head and just gently rests it there.
"I've heard that before." I look down.
"I know," he sighs, "I know you have, but I mean it, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry."
I glance back up at him, our eyes meet and he kisses me.
I feel terrible, I remeber Mike kissing me, and think of how he's never once yelled at me.
He pulls away, "y/n?"
"Sorry, I just, I think maybe we need to take a break, until you're more stable."
He pulls his hand back from behind my head and sits it in his lap.
He doesnt say anything.
"I'm sorry, please don't hate me."
"Y/n, I was drunk."
"Jimmy, you hit me with your car, and before that you threw me to the ground."
He winces slightly at the statement.
"You're right." He gets up and heads towards the stairs.
"Where are you going?"
"I want to be alone."
He leaves the room and I burst into tears, I fuck everything up.
After about five minutes theres a knock on the door, I grab the 40 and open the door.
"Thank you," I take the pizza and hand him the 40, "keep the change," I smile.
"But, your total is 50 ma'am," He stares at me blankly.
"Shit, I'm so embarassed," I dig through my pockets.
"I'm kidding, your total was $20, are you sure you dont want any change?"
I sigh in relief, "No, no, keep it."
He smiles, "Thanks, have a great night!" He beams.
I close the door and go downstairs.
I knock on the door with the sign that reads, "DANGER: HIGH VOLTAGE"
"What?" Jimmy's cranky voice travels through the door.
"Can I come in?"
"Yeah, whatever."
I open his door and lay the pizza on his desk and turn back around to leave.
I barely make it a step outside the room before he speaks again.
"Y/n," he sighs, "Aren't you going to come eat?"
"I'm not hungry,"
"You havent eaten all day, please have at least a piece."
I give in and go sit with him.
"Thank you," He hands me a piece of cheese.
I nod and bite into the slice, I'm very hungry.
"Mmmm." I express the deliciousness with a full mouth.
"Good right?"
"Mhmm" I roll my eyes back to further emphisise my point.
He laughs as he watches me orgasm over the food infront of us.
He grabs a slice and is just as blown away,
"Oh mah gawd" his words are muffled by his stuffed cheeks.
I nod and grin in agreement.
I end up eating four slices, and he eats six.
I flop back on the bed, my stomach overfilled.
"oh my god, I'm stuffed."
He flops down beside me, "Me too," he turns over and looks at me.
"You're so pretty,"
"I'm so bloated," I laugh.
"But still pretty," he reaches over and grabs my hand.
I smile and blush, "You too."
The doorbell rings and startles the living shit out of us.
I get up and go answer the door.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I stare at the girl infront of me in disgust, her blonde hair is a mess and her lipstick smeared, it's Amanda.
"Is Jimmy here?"
"No," I try to close the door but she stops me.
"Please just hear me out, I think I'm pregnant."
"Well its not his."
"I think it is," Her face is stained with running eyeliner and tears.
I sigh and roll my eyes.
I motion for her to come in, "Sit on the couch, don't touch anything."
I close the door and go into the kitchen.
I make her a coffee and bring her a few makeup wipes and tissues.
"Are you hungry?"
"Starving."
"Let me go get you a slice of pizza from my room."
I rush downstairs and into Jimmy's room.
"Wha-"
"Shhh" I interupt him.
"Whats going on?" he whispers.
"Amanda's here."
"Why would you-" he raises his voice.
"Shh, she doesnt know youre here," I cut him off again, "she says she's pregnant."
His expression changes from annoyence to concern.
He heads upstairs.
I grab a pizza box and follow him.
"Jimmy!" she jumps up and wraps her arms around him, "I missed you so much."
"It's been a week." He replys coldly.
"We need to talk," she looks over at me, "alone."
Jimmy takes her down to his room, I sit on the couch and tuck my knees to my chest, I have a bad feeling about this.
