CLUELESS [18+]

5. Confused

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AJ

This chapter is unedited please excuse the grammatical errors
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Disclaimer: this chapter contains some foul language. So skip if you don't like it please.
It appeared just twice though
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Bringggggggggggggg!!!!!,goes the morning bell.

I got up even before the morning bell today because I couldn't get enough sleep and you all know why.....

Should I tell Anna or not,I don't know.but one thing I know is that am gonna keep it to myself for now.

I already took my bath and was ready for the day's activities. I saw sister Michelle still sleeping,so I went to her bedside and woke her up gently.

'Huh,good morning. Thanks sister Bethany',she said yawning.

'No problem sister Michelle. The morning bell have been rung already. Go prepare yourself',I told her

'What about you?',she asked

'Oh,I woke up rather too early. So am done',I said scratching my eye.

'Okay,then am going. Bye',she said already in her towel and she left for the bathroom..

I went to look at mirror to ensure I didn't have dark circles because of the sleepless night. But thank goodness it wasn't there.. but I had a small protruding eyebags already.

It was time for morning prayer,so we all moved to the prayer Hall. We had five hours of prayer today because mother Monika ordered that we do it like that today.

One thing about the convent is that we don't have a everyday schedule. It changes according to mother Monika's request or orders.

We went for breakfast and we were served one slice of bread each with jam.

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One thing I was sure about was that we never saw this as suffering at all. We were made there. So we were used to it and saw it as normal. Like that's how it's meant to be,we knew we were the only one in the world. Because mother Monika said the forest surrounding is had ghosts and genie,so we were the only humans on Earth....(so we thought)
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We moved to the courtyard again today got our work allocations and finished it,then we went to pray. Mother Monika didn't attend today's prayer too. So I was able to sneak out,only mother Monika knew us all.

I was sneaking and hiding behind flowers, trees to prevent being noticed. I was looking for mother Monika. She disappears once in a while like this and she will say she went to pray specially for us all.

To us,mother Monika is everything,she gave us all good lives to live...

So I had to go to the forbidden part of the Convent. The above twenty-two,I didn't enter though. But I kept peeping,when I couldn't see anything,I almost gave up. When I heard mother Monika's voice. I immediately ran to where the voice was coming from and prayed silently that I won't be noticed.

'What is your problem?..  have you forgotten our plans?', mother Monika said looking pissed

' I can't do this anymore. It's so f**cking hard to bear', sister Rita shouted back crying

What can't she take anymore. I was damn curious now. I moved closer to get a good view. They were standing on a passage and me viewing them through a window outside.

'Keep your voice down,Rita', mother Monika shouted at once

'why should I? Who doesn't know here. Tell me who? When the other people get to our age,they are going to come join us in this. So no need of keeping my f**king voice down',she said moving closer to mother Monika threateningly.

Wow,how bold and courageous was she. What was mother Monika hiding,what don't we know that they know and what were we going to know. This was totally driving me nuts. I was gonna grow bananas this instant.

'You gonna keep this baby,I swear to G*d',mother Monika said pointing to her stomach.

I almost gasped loudly but covered my mouth immediately when I saw sister Rita's stomach. Why was it so big,I didn't notice this the other day. Did she eat a bad food or what. And why did mother Monika said 'baby'.

'You don't know how painful the sh*t is since you haven't pass through it before right. Am not gonna keep experiencing this pain. Do your worst',she said walking out on mother Monika.

Mother Monika looked so frustrated and she face palmed. She rubbed her temple and looked around before she left too. That was when it dawned on me that she might be coming outside. I hope I haven't spent long here,I shouldn't be here. I hid immediately

When she didn't show. I snuck back to the prayer Hall and everyone was still there. I felt so relieved as I joined them unnoticed.

And so the day went on like that with our usual activities and we went to bed.

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The next day after our work and when we were all moving to the prayer Hall,I snuck away again.

After much pondering last night,I knew at once that I must get to the base of this matter. All my questions must find answers.

Getting to where I saw mother Monika and sister Rita yesterday. No one was there,I looked behind to ensure I wasn't followed or observed. Not until I heard people arguing and chattering.

I charged towards the place immediately and I saw a lot of sisters with big stomach and mother Monika and sister Rita in the midst.

'She has the right to do whatever she wants with the baby. Leave her alone',one sister said.

'all of you shut up at once and move to your rooms', mother Monika shouted

They obeyed immediately, leaving only mother Monika and sister Rita.

Did they all eat bad food or why the big tummies???(@ @)

AJ

Oh!!!!! Poor Bethany,she doesn't understand.....
It's an adventurous world Bethany. We learn everyday....(ʘᴗʘ✿)

Keep reading,
Much love,
Diamonds.