CLUELESS [18+]

19. In conclusion

Like the stuff is so annoying and I will look so stupid.. OMG I hate that feeling 🥺😂

AJ

This chapter is unedited please pardon the grammatical errors
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I called a taxi
' Eliza Hospital ' I said

' okay' he replied as I got in

I couldn't hold my tears cause I wasn't talking about anyone but Levi right here
The driver kept looking at me through the Mirror at the front.

I didn't even try to wipe my tears cause they  kept coming down freely on their own free will.

_____At Eliza Hospital _____

' please is my therapist around? ' I asked the receptionist

' yes. But you don't have an appointment today' she said

' I'm in a deep shit rn so please let me see him. It's urgent. ' I shouted at her and she called the therapist through her telephone immediately. I felt guilty but I couldn't do anything, I started crying profuse again
My wellbeing and mental health couldn't contain this at all, I can't process this for the next months to come

' he said you can enter ' she said after dropping the landline

' okay, thanks and sorry' I knew I had to apologize, she wasn't the one that asked me to trust Levi

' no problem ma' she said and continued her work

Knock, knock, knock
I knocked the therapists door,
' it's Bethany' I said

' oh yeah come in' he said

I entered and saw him fumbling with some files

' good evening Bethany, what's up at this hour. You Lucky I'm still around because of some burdensome files' he said closing the files and putting them aside

' ah yeah. I'm sorry. I have an issue you know ' I said sitting down and scratching my elbow

' your eyes are so teary and swollen. What's going on Bethany ' he said

' I caught Levi cheating. My insecurities later caught up with me. With two ladies even and he said he picked me up just like he picked the strippers too and he made me what I am because I know nothing before ' I said and started crying again I couldn't bring myself to say Levi's cruel words but I had to tell someone anyways and my therapist was the only person I knew all these years. Levi warned me from making friends in the neighborhood

' calm down Bethany. Tell me at your own pace. I will listen till you done don't rush yourself and wipe your tears dear. I know I can't understand your pain but know that it's okay to have a bad day' he said reassuringly

' thanks. He wasn't even remorseful and told one of friends I was gonna find out anyways. Meaning he's been doing it this whole time, like I suspected that he and his secretary's incidence but shoved it away because I thought he wasn't ever gonna do that ' I said while crying but the tears were just me sniffing and tears running down my cheeks a little

' I'm so sorry. Only If I allowed you to dig deeper into that matter but it could jeopardize a relationship you know. If you later find out his innocent  . He won't be happy you suspected him ' he said and got up to rub my shoulder and started patting my back

' you are better off and you will soon get over it. You won't always feel this way. You have to sometimes realize that a breakup is a blessing. You know you've only met Levi and not really seen or paid attention to others . Getting back on your feet might be hard as all your expenses and co were all from Levi but don't worry Bethany I will help you ' he said

' OMG, can't thank you enough. I'm so grateful ' I said

' don't mention. So allow yourself to feel, meaning cry when you want to, yell, write things down or whatever but do that for just a day don't become your feelings. Move to something else, cut off communication with Levi. Exercise and seek support ,that being said I will increase our therapy session. If you okay with it? ' he said

' of course I am instead of spending the whole day brooding " I said

' okay then we good on that. I will enroll you In a yoga class so to boost your meditation too. Create new routine and please trust that the pain won't last forever don't say because it's Levi . You understand? ' he pointed out

' yes I do' I said before he went back to his seat and I sink into my chair.

Knock knock knock
' it's Stephanie sir' I heard the secretary's voice

' come in Stephanie ' he said

' evening sir, your newspapers that Mr. Walker brought since morning you've been too busy to check it ' she said as she handed them to him

' oh okay. Thanks Stephanie so Mr Walker came today? ' he asked and collected the papers

He took one and dropped the rest
' this is crazy. How could she do it since all this years. Wicked woman, Monika?? And then using God to lie that's crazy' he said

My head banged as I heard Monika, I snatched it from him
' I'm sorry let me have this. This is the woman that I escaped from. They caught her. So happy, the remaining sisters will finally be happy too . I don't even know if I'm happy ' I said remembering Levi

' seriously?? That's good. Wow'

' oh, she have been trending since morning now . Put in the TV some staff were watching it before I came in " Stephanie said

She went to put in the TV and the news popped up instantly

' yesterday a place was discovered to be a place of harbour for children and young adults. It was owned and operated by one Monika which she was called nother Monika by them in the so called convent. We received rip from a lady named Anna that manged to escape the place . Then the police went to the said location, and ambushed the whole place. She also makes the young adults produce baby,,and according to her confession she kidnaps the children at a very young age.' the news anchor kept talking

' Gregory I'm going ' I said and stood up
' where are you going? ' he asked

' I still have stuffs at Levi's place ' I said and started moving out

' okay yeah . Come and meet me tomorrow ' he said and I walked out

Outside of the hospital, I saw an electronic board, they were still talking about mother Monika's news. I just kept walking and started thinking if maybe,just maybe what mother Monika did was actually nice. I mean she actually was keeping us from all these dangerous stuffs and heartbreak shits. Maybe I shouldn't have left there and forgotten about the people I grew up with to follow a total stranger.
Seeing the outside world was great too, I can't even imagine if I died and later found out that there's more to this life.

I was just drowned in my thoughts and kept walking, thinking about my adventurous life and how everything ended like this.

I just continue walking to only God knows where, cause this night I wanted nothing than peace of mind badly.

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AJ

We've finally come to the end of this book and well some people might not like how it ended but this is the best ending I can think of.
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