CLUELESS [18+]

16. Outside

AJ

This chapter is unedited please excuse the grammatical errors
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**** The next morning****

I woke up and found out that Levi was gone again just like yesterday.

Then I stood up and wanted to go to the bathroom when I noticed a sticky note on the side table

I picked it up and it read this; 'i had to go to work already. You know and I guessed the alcohol might make you get up late. So I had to leave without waking you up. Wanted you to rest. Enjoy your day'

I just sighed and went into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth but I didn't take my bath though. Went to the kitchen to make coffee because I wasn't having appetite.

"Was it the alcohol?" I asked myself and I wasn't sure so I just drank water to help with the alcohol effects

Alcohol is so nice I thought, the effect and taste was divine too. I smiled while thinking I got my coffee and went to settle down on a couch in the living room to watch a movie. So I watched a movie titled *Purple hearts*.

The movie was so nice and the girl singing too was so amazing and surreal.

' how will Frankie die? ' I said when a guy in the movie died
I went to pick Pringles from the fridge and I started eating it. When the movie finished I went to the room
Checked Instagram, I had an account, wasn't posting anything on the page but I wanted to be seeing people so I had to have an account. And I used a name mother Monika will never guess. I used ham__ster,an animal's name. So silly

I kept seeing different people everyday and how they lived their lives. So I texted Levi because I wanted to go out and I had to tell him

"i want to go out for shopping or just sightseeing not sure yet. But I will return early"

" Okay enjoy. Don't go too far and you can share your location with me too"

I shared my location to him and went to take my bath and dressed casually.
A drawstring flower embroidery crop top with a baggy blue jean. I wore one of my slides and let my hair down.
And carried bag with a silver chain. And was set to go

I stepped out and went into the street, after walking for a while I sighted a taxi and called it.
'taxi, taxi' , I called out
' yeah where are you going? ' the driver asked
' any close shopping mall or grocery store please ' I said
'okay' he said and moved immediately

I alighted at the shopping mall, I entered and started scanning the whole place. I went from one section to the other. I got myself a nice jean and two shirts for Levi, one was a plain blue shirt and the other was check patterned and it was green.

So I went around again and saw a nice lingerie it was red and I took it quickly and took another white one I saw too.
I moved to the counter and the cashier added it up and I paid and left after my goods were packaged already.

I trekked to the closest grocery store because to be able to make my recipes I need to have enough ingredients.
I bought all I needed and decided to head back home.

So I took a taxi back home too and I dropped all I bought and out everything in order then.
When I was done I decided to go visit My therapist

I changed my dress, this time I wore a polka dot plain gown and dropped my hair too and I wore a fluffy slippers and went out after doing a light make over too.
I took a bus to Eliza hospital

****Eliza Hospital ****

' do you have an appointment today? Today is Monday though ' the receptionist said

' I'm not sure. I guess I do actually ' I replied

' okay. He's free now however, you can go in' she said and focused on whatever she was doing before back

I made my way to the therapist's office
I knocked and he said 'come in'
I went in and he stood up immediately to come meet me

' oh Bethany it's you. Welcome, how have you been? ' he said why ushering me to the seat in front of his large table..
I sat and replied ' I've been good thanks. Felt like I'm meant to come here, so here am i ' I said and smiled while he was settling down in his seat now.

' okay so what's up? Why do you have you come here? ' he asked

' erhmmnnm, nothing much.. just that I feel like I'm getting better I guess. I'm beginning to blend in here and those dream though they come once in a while but it's manageable. And your medicine prescriptions are amazing too. Really appreciate you ' I said

' so you came here to say all this. You are welcome anyways ' he said looking both confused and surprised

' I guess it's ain't enough reason to come here' I said scratching my neck
' no didn't say that. ' he said
' whatever it's still the same thing' I said

' actually I might have something to say' I added and he really focused this time around. Therapist and their listening ears, if i was a therapist I'm sure I would have a therapist too and I won't solve anybody's problem because I don't know what to say or how to console or assure people . I'm so poor in that . They are great people, listening to people's struggles can be a lotta work.

' so what can you say about my progress and you know Levi right? He introduced you to me. What kind of person is he?? And I will appreciate if you can keep this meeting secret. You sure you don't give him feedbacks of our meetings so far? ' I said not knowing if my questions were offensive or not. But I wanted to know

' if that's all what you've learnt In all our sessions then they were all wasted. So you still don't know how to trust people? ' he asked me feigning annoyance already

' not that I don't trust people but wanted to be sure. And you know that be might have told you to be giving him feedbacks not for anything bad or so but I'm sure he's worried and wants me to be okay very soon. ' I defended myself

' okay. I'm not giving him feedbacks cause he never even asked about our sessions. But Levi isn't a bad person or someone who would keep you when he's tired. He will let you know, so swallow your worries. If he's done you gonna know. You still with him and he still cares means you in his heart specially. At least I know that much' he said with an assuring look

This what I was saying therapist were great people honestly..

' I feel so assured now. Thanks, you make me happy' I said and stood up ready to leave

' okay, guess we done for today. Goodbye Bethany ' he said and opened the office door for me

' goodbye' I said and left

I got outside called a cab and journeyed back home

AJ

So just wanted Bethany to go out on her own..... ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡

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