Our Defeat!

A Special Day Like This?

" ankhe kholo karishma, aaj se aur abhi se tum bhi meri first priority nahi ho" he whispered in low voice directly into her ears, a well - confident tone.

Karishma opened her eyes with a quick jerk but before she could assess anything he had locked himself inside the closet.
"Aly" she stressed his name as long she could as she slighlty knocked the door endlessly but no-one responded.

And she continued beating the wooden door as along she could from once to hundredths time but the response remained the same i.e. NIL...
In few minutes, karishma had a sudden break down of her hope as she knelt down on floor with her head resting over steel door knob.

Please Aly humari baat toh suno.... ( knocked the door once again ) hume samajne ki koshish toh karo....(she said as tears let out of her hazel brown eyes)
Tum toh bahut ache se jante hona, humara pyar jatane ka tarika sab jaisa nahi hai aur tum issi baat pe humse naraz ho rahe ho!

Tumhi toh vo insan ho, jo aaj tak hume haar samye himmat deta aya hai. Jab kal tak inhi baato pe tumhe, hum par garv hua karta hai. (she weakly sobbed)
Toh aaj achanak se tum hi humare sapne aur pyar mai se ek toh chune keh rahe ho, kyu?? Kya hum itne bure hoge hai!

Ending this she silently peeped at the closed door for another minute hoping it will break itself or anyhow. Before this miracle could happen, the door opened and Aly came out wearing a white shirt paired with his favourite pair of jeans.

Karishma looked at him with joy which enlightened her face she lifted herself from floor and hugged him before he could even think of escaping from her.
A minute passed by and karishma was still caging him as tight she could, lesser known to the fact that he was actually way more stronger than her.

Steadily she loosened her one hand's stuble grip over him & let her fingers smoothly muffle inside his black hairs as she guided his stiff head over her weak shoulders.

For once Karishma thought that she actually won over him but her this bubble got broken the a second, he pushed her away, making her swollen eyes widen in shock.
And all her lips could mummur was :
tum...achanak se aisa bartav
kyu kar rahe ho Aly, kya tum ab...
humse pyar nahi karte? "

But rather than answering her query in a single go, Aly just slammed his hand over the hard door as he finally shouted his heart out - Tumhe sach mai lagta hai mere pass tumhe un-love karne ka option hai karishma!
Karishma (softly) - please kudhko hurt karna bandh karo, tum yeh sab kyu kar rahe ho, btao na..kya dikkat hai?

Aly just shaked his head - please mujhe thori der akela chordo, mujhe kudh nahi smaaj arhaa mujhe kya chaiye..
He got frustrated and took a leave before she could reply.
An hour passed by and today karishma took one of the longest bath she could ever have maybe because she was crying underneath shower the whole time.

But as soon she looked at herself in mirror those puffed eyes murdered her self confidence - hum...hum aise and she quickly wiped away all tears hung in eyes in single shot and replaced it with a fake smile.

For once, she was successful maintaining it and she took her first step out of her room, politely called his name - Aly!
Cause karishma wanted to sort out whatever difference it was because her mind, her soul, her body just can't bear this pain anymore!

She just wants him right now without any fear to vince over the thoughts of loosing him. But her fake headed smile faded down as she looked for him in whole house but there wasn't a single trace of him.