Our Defeat!

Aly And His Maa

Aly left that place feeling mercy on himself as he wanted to rip off his ears before hearing her "yes" to leave him all alone by himself !
His heart was aching, shouting grunching in pain knowing even today she didn't choose him over anyone else
But his eyes were resilient and deep as he didn't even let a tears escape his eyes.

As soon Aly sat inside the car with thud, his mind shouted - tum humesha se jante the Aly ki tum uske hisse ki sari khushiya nahi de paoge par fir bhi tum ne apni saari insecurities apne pyar ki jagah zahir di! Uske liye tumne apne aap ko puri tarah badal diya fir bhi usne tumhare sivaye durso ko chuna shuru kardiya hai! Yeh ek chatavni hai Aly jitni jaldi ho sake usse dur ho jao...
His rested his head on the steering wheel as he started cursing himself for trusting her after her billions of lies!

But his heart still pondered a hope- shayad vo galat nah Aly! Ek baar uspe bharosa toh karke dekho....
But his thoughts were interrupted by a wage figure next on passenger's seat next to him watching him with empathy and love - tum aise roo kyu rahe ho Aly? Hume nahi pta tha, humne itne kamzor bache ko janam diya hai.

Aly vigorously clears tears from his eyes - nahi maa main kaha roo raha hu dekho main khush hu, haas raha hu! Aap jaiye chain se jeeye apko kya farak pdhta hai ki mujhe kya cheeze affect karti aai hai aur kya effect kar rahi hai.

Aap toh humesha se sab janti thi ki log mujhe kaise torture karte the, tabh bhi aap mujhe pyari pyari baate bolke akela chor jati thi, aaj bhi yehi karne aai haina aap? He sternly asked.

That lady bends a little towards and softly wipes all those tears left his eyes - tum itna gussa kab se karne lage Aly!
Aly tired to revive her hands back but she got him and sucessfully kept his head near to her heart which beating to it fullest and calming him somehow.

Vo ek dhoke baz nahi ho sakti Aly! She said in a confident voice.
Jarur uski koi wajah rahi ho yeh sab karne ki usse baat karo usse samjhao, uski baat smajho!
Aly pushes himself away from his mother shouting - karishma ke reasons maa, uske life mai bas ek hi motive hai mujhse dur jana, mujhe hurt krna.
After all usko lgta hai I was never able to give her enough of me! Emotionally, mentally or physically.. Aur apko bhi aisa hi lgta haina maa tabhi aap mereko uske pass jane bol rahi hai, haina?
The lady felt answerless

But Aly continued with sarcastic chuckle - mujhe toh yeh bhi pta tha maa ki karishma ko humesha se Rehaan chaiye tha but uski ego aur self respect itni bdai thi jo usko humesha rokti rahi. Aur aaj jab Rehaan badal gya hai uske pass vo sab hai jo ek kabil insan ke pass hota hai, she had finally understood her love for him aur ab vo mujhe dur chorke jana chaiti hai, iss ring tarah! Which he took out from his pocket and showed it to his mom.

Yeh apki ring hai, maa maine itne time tak sath rakhi! Jab karishma se pyar ka izhar kiya toh usko isse sambhalne ko di aur usne kya kiya isske sath dustbin mai fekh diya mere pyar ko mom! Usne meri feelings ko dustbin mai fekha diya..as he endlessly cried completing this.

Even lady starts crying seeing his condition - Aly tum sirf over thinking kar rahe ho she still loves you aur yeh baat mujhe pta hai, bass uske gussa ke andar dabe pyar ko bahar nikalo. Bass usse ek baar pucho mere khatir hi sahi, ki usne aisa kyu kiya aur fir main tumhe kuch nahi khaungi! Jo fisala hoga vo tumhara hai. Ending this Aly just ask her to love you the same way she use to do, you just need her care and love, these thoughts will melt of your mind!

Aly hugs her & draining all sorrows off his mind- maa mujhe bhi yehi lagta tha that she is one who deserves me! Tabhi maine kudhko badal diya, uski khushi ke aage apne sapno ko aag laga di! Kisi pe bhi bharosa nah karne wale Aly ne ek parivar banaya jo usse aaj nafrat karta hai bina kisi wajah ke..