The Sidewalk Where It All Started (A BVB Love series book 2)

Rebel's I Need Your Help ASAP

Hey guys, um I just wanted to talk to y'all for a minute. If you thought that this is a chapter I am really sorry, but I think it's time that we sat and talked.

First of all, if you think I'm leaving wattpad from just reading above I am not. I didn't mean to worry y'all. But we do need to talk.

Okay, for two years now I have had this idea for this story, and being the complete writing nerd that I am had typed up the idea on a word document, saved it and never thought about it again. But then, I wanna say a year ago but a bit less than a year, I had some more ideas with the story line and so I typed it up. Then I got really into it to the point that, I asked for a cover to be made for it. I fell in love with that cover.

This year I got even more into this story line, and within these past few months I have been writing for the story. For this past week, I've basically only wrote that story. When I updated TSWWIAS I wrote those chapters in the same night. I feel like, I'm not devoting my time to this story like I used to with Saviour. At times I feel like it's more of a job to write The Sidewalk Where It All Started, but then again I feel like it's not, it's my baby.

I know for a fact that I rushed into getting this out for you guys. I rushed and I shouldn't have and I think that's where this started. I mean, I know what I want to happen, I have the scenes playing in my head. But when I sit down to write, I'm writing for this other story and I'm writing chapter after chapter and each one is four to five, I think one is even six pages long. I just finished chapter nine for it today and I have a picture of what I want to write but I feel bad because, I'm not writing for you guys.

At first I didn't want to tell you guys that I was writing this other story because I wanted this other story to be a surprise to you guys and I wanted to get a lot more chapters written before putting it on here, and because I didn't want you guys to think I was abandoning The Sidewalk Where It All Started.

And I'm also trying to edit Saviour to turn it into Bringing Back Hope, which I have started. I have the first and half of the second of that typed in so I like it, but I don't get to it very often. And then there's also school and thankfully school is almost over, but at the same time I'm trying to apply for a summer job.

It's just, I don't know what to do at this point guys. I love all of you guys so much, some of y'all have been around since the very first chapter of Saviour and some of y'all are just joining us. But I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to lose all of you every time that I log onto word document I end up typing another chapter or two for my other story and push off writing for TSWWIAS for tomorrow, and I don't want that.

Basically editing Saviour and converting it is a side project that I do when I have free time and whenever I need to come up with some more material. That I am positive of.

When I first started The Sidewalk..., I was so into in at first, I was so excited. Then, I got that bad writers block and with help from a good friend, was able to get back into the swing of things. But now they're like one or two pages long.

I feel like I'm either falling out with The Sidewalk, but at the same time I feel guilty because I had planned to write a book for each guy. I had started writing at least a part for each book when I first started Saviour and logged off my computer that night and when I wanted to write more, I wrote about the other guys.

I honestly, don't know what to do.

I don't plan on just leaving The Sidewalk where I left it, I would never do that. But, I think I should take a break from the, fan fiction for a little bit. I feel overwhelmed at the moment. I promised you guys so much but, I'm just a sixteen year old girl. At the moment, I feel like Atlas with the weight of the world on my shoulders. I feel horrible for doing this, for not writing for ten days to a month or two at a time.

I want to update for you guys with fantastic stuff that I have in my mind for how I have it played out, but I just don't have anything typed. Chapter 29 is the last thing I have written for The Sidewalk on my word document.

The worst thing about this, is that this author's note, this right here, is probably getting close to one of the longest chapters that I have written for this book at the moment. And that's not good. That's not okay at all.

I feel like, maybe if I took away from the fan fiction, cleared my head and got out all my ideas for my other story, maybe I'll be able to write better for this book. But at the same time, if I come up with a good chapter for The Sidewalk and want to publish it for y'all, I don't want to get your hopes up that I'm going to putting a chapter up on a normal or semi-normal basis.

I need your guy's help. I need your input on what I should do, on how I go about this because you guys are part of the BVB army, Black Veil Brides is what brought us all together, at least that's what I hope. And because of that, because when I first started listening to them, I felt like I finally belonged with a group of people and I don't want to lose that feeling of belonging, I don't want to lose my other family.

Please guys, I need your help. I don't know what to do. I'm not asking you guys to vote or anything. But if you could comment below to help me with your ideas or even inbox me please do so. I'm not doing this to get comments or reads or votes, I'm not that kind of person. I'm just looking for advice from my second family.

Please help me.

I love y'all so much, and when I figure out what to do I'll post it in the next chapter, and maybe it'll have an actual chapter. I honestly don't know.

That's it, I guess I'll see or talk to y'all later.

bye. :(