House Of Cards

8: Special

A sharp throb went through her temple as she read the text she received from the guy she had developed enmity against due to his absurd behavior. Repulsion slammed her chest and her stomach churned because this time the guy had crossed all of his limits.

After she had visited his place and confronted him directly, she had hoped the saga would end since the guy firmly denied having any kind of feeling or ulterior motives towards her. Though at the end of the day, he had showered her with gifts which managed to make her doubt his words, she had returned home believing that the guy was harmless and she had misunderstood his gestures however the choice of his words in his recent message had yet again proved her wrong.

This time his seven-paragraph message with nonsensical content had ended with the line that managed to snap every nerve in her brain.

Seong Je

Human needs to cry (not regularly though! ) to get relieved from a psychological excitation, like sex to get released from a physical excitation.

Saya started seeing red. How dare he? was all she could think given that she had openly admitted that his texts were making her feel confused and uncomfortable.

Saya
  Are you trying to give me some kind of information? Or are you trying to hint at something? either way, it is very overwhelming for me because I am not understanding the motive behind your actions and the sudden rise of your interest in my life because its unusual as we never interacted properly. Whatever your reason is for Texting me it has to stop.

She countered back at the guy for trying to test her limit just because she had been enduring and polite regardless of his outrageous method to approach her.

Seong Je

I was just trying to help you with your break up by putting me at your position thinking I could relate to you and you are accusing me Super!
Now I have doubts about you whether you are psychologically stable or not. This is because of Taehyung, he is putting all the wrong ideas to you about me I guess.

Saya scoffed at his audacity to blame Taehyung for his misconduct. She wanted to curse at him for dragging Taehyung in between but not wanting to indulge herself in another one of shitty conversation that would lead to nowhere, she threw her phone and went to her bed.

She simply didn't want to deal with the guy who was clearly chauvinist and maybe even a psychopath. After all, he was the one who had initiated the entire awkward interaction that blew up, and now that she had retaliated he had the guts to question her mental stability.

She was furious but shoving the thought of strangling the guy, she went to sleep however her serenity was soon disturbed by a string of texts that took no name of stopping until midnight

Rubbing her eyes, Saya opened her phone to turn the silent mode but when she scanned the texts she had received a horrified gasp left her lips.

Seong Je

Could you recall your ' timeline' since you met me? Can you remember the evening we drank together (you, Taehyung & me) first? What info did you have at that time about me and my character?

Seong Je

If I wanted to interfere in your life, I could have done that easily on that night (alone or with Taehyung: according to my wish not your's! ) by giving you full satisfaction and by fulfilling your every 'limitless curiosity and also even after that night ! Because, I did not find anything between you and Taehyung that night, which could have stopped me, rather I found you interested on me and also totally uncontrolled. And I am also not that type of guy who will avoid it and I was drunk with you as well. So, everything was in my favor to spend a night with a cute girl!

Seong Je

Then, why did not I take that chance? Have you ever tried to think about it? If you did already, then let me know

As her mind scrambled to make sense of his text she recalled the night, she had celebrated the new year with Taehyung and his friends. She wasn't dating Taehyung back then but they were in the flirting stage and had grown quite comfortable with each other. The night she had tried Vodka for the first time and in her intoxicated state, she had held Seong Je's hand and complimented that he was good-looking and that was it, nothing more and nothing less.

Holding hands with the opposite gender, especially friends was never a big deal for her. Plus she clearly remembered the reason she held his hand was that she had too much drink and needed to stabilize.

How on earth she would have known that her one innocent gesture had led the guy to believe for two years that he could have sex with her that night. All this time he was interacting with her thinking if Taehyung wasn't in the picture she would be sleeping with him instead.

The fact that horrified her the most was that the guy was trying to convince his good intentions by mentioning he could have raped her while she was intoxicated but didn't so evidently she must have misjudged him.

She felt disgusted that she was friends with people with such a rotten mentality. Shivers ran down her spine recalling all the nights she had spent in his apartment trusting herself to be in safe company.

Saya

I was drunk. I was already into Taehyung. You got it all wrong.

She found herself defending. She didn't know why but tears were spilling down her eyes having someone she considered to be her bigger brother point his finger at her character just because she decided to be friendly.

Seong Je

Taehyung was not even a factor to count between us that night....
but honestly, Taehyung was never your match (not by soul, not even by physical). And Bpd is not a real reason for that. If you leave him, he will not take much time to set a new one, can you prove me wrong?

His words hit her at a different level. She didn't want to be affected but his word managed to pierce a hole in her heart. A third person tainting the relationship she considered to be special gnawed her bit by bit while she desperately tried to deny it.

Saya

For your kind information we have broken up but I don't see him going around with another girl. Taehyung loves me. He cares for me. He would never do that to me. You are wrong.

Seong Je

I hope I am wrong

But Saya He would care for any girls for own satisfaction. You are just that any girl for him. A booty call to be exact
You aren't special

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