This is clearly a Merder Mafia
if you couldn't tell.
Their introductions are in the story.
I have nothing else to tell you your just going to have to read it!
•Horrible written smut just warning you!
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Everyone was exhausted and tired so the fell asleep but I couldn't. I knew Derek was in this building and I just couldn't sleep without atleast seeing him first. So here I am sitting in the waiting room wide awake while Derek's family, Mark, and Cristina were sleeping I sat here staring waiting for someone to come tell me or give me an update on Derek.
"Sorry to bother you but is there any chance you are here for Derek Shepherd?" Someone asked I looked up to see a doctor.
"Yes" I say impatiently.
"Okay" she said calmly.
"Okay" I mimic softly.
"So right now he is stable he did great in surgery but he did code once but we were able to bring him back" she tells me.
"Okay, how long will he be here?" I ask.
"I would like to keep him here for atleast ten days because the bullet was so close to the heart and his body went through a lot if he has problems we would like to keep him for fourteen days" she explains.
"Okay, could I..uhm..could I see him?" I ask.
"Yes but be prepared he doesn't look that great" she told me.
"That's..I really just need to see him" I say.
"Okay you can follow me" she says and I get up from my seat and follow her to Derek's room.
Once we reach his room she opens the door and I look at him so lifeless. He is pale and tubes are all around him. I just want to go over there and lay with him and tell him that it is going to be okay hold him like he holds me. Just be there to run my fingers through his hair and take care of him. Because I..I love him.
"He should wake up in about eight hours surgery like this can take a lot out of a patient" she explains.
I nod and walk over to him. I sit on the chair next to the hospital bed and I take hold of his hand. It was clammy and wasn't the best feeling but that didn't really matter to me. I did even realize the tears running down my face until I saw one drop onto his hand.
"I'll give you some privacy" the doctor nods.
"Thank you" I say softly with a weak smile as she leaves the room closing the door quietly.
I put my hand on his cheek moving my thumb back and forth on his face. "Please wake up Derek" I plead quietly.
I move my hand to his head and run my fingers through his hair. I kiss his forehead softly. "I don't think I could live with out you in the short amount of time I have been with you my life has been ten times better" I say tears falling.
I look at him he looks so peaceful. I'm getting pretty tired so I lay my head down on his thigh using my arms for support and slowly drift off to sleep.
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I slowly wake up but I don't move because I hear voices. I think Derek is awake I feel him running his fingers through my hair and I can hear his voice bit I want to listen to want they are saying just encase it's about me.
"Can somebody just wake the bimbo up?"
"No she's sleeping Nancy can't you leave my girlfriend alone"
"Why are you dating her?"
"Why can't he?"
"Meredith isn't a bimbo you bitch"
"Just saying"
"Nancy she's really nice give her a chance she is perfect for Der"
"Dear Ameila is right"
"My son has really out done himself with this one"
"I..I think I love her" I hear Derek murmur and my heart beats faster.
"Really!?"
"Really" he says and I can't pretend to sleep anymore.
"I think I love you too" I say scaring the shit out of everyone in that room.
I even heard the monitors Derek is hooked up to go faster.
"Gattina you scared the living hell out of me"
"Don't you gattina me mister" I say pointing my finger at him. "You are in trouble" I tell him.
"For getting shot?" He questions.
"For lying to me" I say.
"How did I lie to you?" He asks confused.
"You told me I had nothing to worry about and that is was easy mission nothing would happen, but guess what you got shot!" I say tears running down my face again.
"Come here tesoro" he tells me.
I shake my head wiping my tears.
"You won't hurt me please just lay with me" he says and I give in.
I lay down next to him carefully so I don't hurt him. I put my head on his shoulder and my arms on his chest away from his stitches.
"I love you" he says kissing my head.
"I love you too" I say closing my eyes and tears fall.
