Chapter 9

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We arrived back at my apartment, my side basically attached to Inko. We sat on the bed as soon as we got to the bedroom. I probably annoyed her. God I'm such an idiot. "Toshi," Inko said sternly, "You aren't an idiot and you didn't annoy me. Okay?" I nodded, not wanting to make her angry. "I-I'm sorry. I'm tr-trying to st-stop it. I'm so so-sorry for being b-bad." I scratched at my arms. I deserve it. I'm failing at the one thing she's asked me to do. I'm a useless omega. I felt Inko pull me closer. "You aren't being bad and you are trying so hard. Just because you have to try a few times doesn't mean your failing. And quit scratching please," she pulled my arms from each other, "You don't deserve it." Tears streamed down my face. "I-I'm so s-so s-sorry. I-I know you want m-me to be bet-better. I-I'm sorr-sorry I'm bad at-at this. I- Fuck!" My breathing had picked up. I couldn't breath. I smelt a strong pine scent that was coming from Inko. She began petting my head. "Hey. Hey. It's okay. Shh baby. Everything is okay. You don't have to apologize. I don't want a better you. I want you to feel better. It's ok if you aren't amazing at this immediately. It's new to you." I shook my head. I felt her look down  at me, questioning what I meant. "I'm not new t-to this. I-I've been in a relationship be-before." I shrunk into myself thinking about him. "Is he why you don't like yourself? Why you think I don't want you?" I nodded to her. "Oh baby. I'm so sorry you had ti go through that. I will never treat you like that."

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