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i cannot write seriously anymore lmao. so um- i think it is obvious but this book is kind of a y/n slander/satire book? not really, but kind of yk? y/n at least grows and improves. best part is the comment section tho-

but for those x reader writes who write with y/n like not other girls, *cough* 2016 y/n, take this as a note. ok ok, i will try to take this book seriously i swear-

Dustin especially looked confused at me. "What do you mean? Dustin asks. I sighed."I mean, the monster behind this isn't a monster at all. Quite the opposite, actually." Max frowned. "But if it is from the upside down then, it has to be."

"Well, remember when El opened the gate? I asked. Eddie, of course, was confused, but everyone else nodded. "that is what happened, I tell them. "It happened a long time ago though. It's been there for years, well him."

Deciding not to go much further, I remain quiet again. It kind of was my fault, even if i do eventually forget about it. "(Y/N), keep going, Dustin insisted. I sighed."I dunno, i mean it might not even be the truth, but are you sure?"

They nodded, but once again, my headache comes back. I feel wetness, and quickly realize my nose is bleeding, but I'm not using my powers? I groan. "Are you okay? Max asked. I shook my head.

I was just going to stay with Steve, which was nice. I feel kind of bad for doing this, but it had to be done. I sighed."I could probably tell you the rest later, I might just get some sleep, you know?" They nodded.

Although, Max looked concerned, approaching me. "(Y/n), what is going on? She asked. I shrug. "I honestly don't know, I am usually healthy and everything." Max frowns. "That's what has been happening to me, too. Maybe a flu?"

I shrug." Maybe." No, I was completely in denial. But whatever. I would go home soon, but for now, I couldn't. They needed some help, and some answers. I would give it to them. But sleep was important.

Even if he is there.

I yawn, sitting in the car as Steve drove. Everyone turned around, asking If I was okay, but i noticed Max was acting odd. "Max, are you okay? I ask her. She nods, but as soon as i see her nose bleed a little, it clicked in my head again.

And it was all too-familiar.

I sighed, letting it go, for now. I wouldn't just give up. I look out the window, seeing houses go by and i wonder, does my real family live here? I planned to finish school and then, go to College maybe. or get a job.

Stop getting distracted! I thought. You can't focus on yourself! Steve pulls up to his place. I thank him as he gives me a key. "Where are you off to? I ask. Steve says, "Apparently some of Lucas' friends are after Eddie."

"Okay, I reply, waving as he drives off. I felt so lucky. However, I knew they would eventually be after me. Papa, those doctors, everyone. I hoped El would be okay, if they didn't find her first. Deciding to find out myself, I put a blindfold and sit in front of the tv.

I look around, the void was colder than what i remember. In the distance, i see police officers. Jonathan must've opened the door. "Does (Y/N) Hopper and Jane Hopper live here? the officer asks. "any parent or guardian home?"

Jonathan replies,"Um, her mother is out of town. I'm their brother. " Mike, Will, and Jane come downstairs, I just watch El get arrested and someone muttering to get me next. But they seem confused, worried.

I yell her name, hoping she would hear me. No, I needed to get her. Wherever She was going. Something told me it wouldn't be a good place. No! Why was she being arrested? Angela deserved it.

I took my blindfold off, beginning to sob, the guilt eating inside of me. Could i even try to save her? or was it too late? I didn't know, and my protectiveness of her took over. She was 18, just like me. But still.

I knew she would be going to jail, no juvie, being a legal adult. I couldn't take it. But there was nothing I could do, and in my state of exhaustion, i fell asleep.

I knew i did.

When i woke up again, I was back there. In the stupid rainbow room that tormented me so much, the trauma. Nobody was there, of course. This was a dream, not a memory. And I looked me, but in a hospital gown and buzzed hair.

"Welcome back."

His voice startled me, i turn to see 001. Him, I trusted him so much when I was here. His smile was genuine. I gulp as he comes closer to me. "Don't worry, We'll be together soon, He smiles." I'll kill anyone who tries to take you from me."

It wasn't subtle, and quickly I got it. I step back, a few times actually. "No! Get out of my mind! I say. "I'm sorry! Please forgive me!" 001 replies, "I forgive you, 010. I always have, You did the right thing, you know."

I wipe my tears away. "What? But 011 and I... we sent you-" "You did, He walks around. "But it helped me. I got more power. You know what that's like, don't you? And, I'm free from here. So are you."

Everything about this, i got deja vu, except it was not a memory. 001 was here, or Peter, as he was called. I sniff, as he lifts my chin with his finger.

"don't cry, 010. i'll see you soon, in person this time."

I would never admit it, but i missed him. Besides 011, he was the only one who liked me, didn't think i was weak. He treated 011 so well. But i still felt betrayed.

Why did I miss him so much? Did I love him?