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disclaimer: the party + you and el have been aged up to 18+. it makes more sense. that's like the only thing that's changed about the plot and it will make sense later.

(Basically every season they were older than original age, if that doesn't bother you keep reading) I just forgot to mention it.

"Hey look, You only have one class with Angela, I tell El, attempting to be positive. Of course, El trips purposefully by Angela, her project being broken. "Oh, I am so sorry! Angela said sarcastically.

My violent thoughts reminded me of the lab. "I hope Mr. Fibbly is okay! Angela added, One of her friends stepping on her project. Will stepped by me."(Y/N), calm down. Your powers-" I shook them off me as i yell,"Hey Angela!"

She gives me a smile."Hi (Y/n)! Here to ditch those losers or what?" I look down, seeing her shoes are tied, then i look back up at her. "You must love picking on people, don't you? I ask her. She laughs. "Only people like Jane who deserve it."

I look back, Will motioning for me to stop, El beginning to cry. My fury took over me. "Have you forgotten She is my sister? I ask. Using my powers, I decide to pull an El move. One guy laughed."Hey Look! Angela peed her pants!"

Running off crying, I smirk in satisfaction, not knowing that was the last of karma for her. "Thanks (Y/N), El smiles. I wipe my bloody nose then nod. "Anytime, El." They looked at me, with worry on their faces.

Either that or admiration, Angela was disliked by a lot of people. But, i could have done worse. "We should go, I say. "Before Hell breaks loose. Angela is pissed now." "How do you know? Will asks.

"I can feel it."

I also could feel Hopper alive, but i didn't tell her, not wanting to cause any pain. I sighed, sticking by El as my anger calmed down. Only a little. I couldn't let what happened in the lab happen again.

I'm just a dormant monster.

I begin to cry in my palm and El comfortingly hugs me. "You're not a monster (y/n), El smiles. "You saved me, so many... times." I also lack of sleep due to nightmares and visions. I sighed, as we arrived home.

I plopped down on my bed, remembering when i would share a room with El, and we would giggle and gossip all night, bothering Hopper of course. But now, those days are gone. As i tried to think, i couldn't.

I struggled to, how could i? It was too painful to even remember. I yawned, getting quite tired. But I couldn't sleep. I wasn't ready to go into that scary world of my old memories. My past was haunting me and as much as I'd like to say it isn't, it is.

El couldn't know, neither could Joyce, Jonathan or Will. Not when everything is my fault. I know, I shouldn't blame myself, but i do. I yawn again, slowly closing my eyes.

I woke up, only i knew i was asleep. For one thing, I was in the room i slept in the lab when i was younger. It had been years, I was around 14 or 15 when I escaped. And second, I wore that dumb hospital gown. And third, my h/c and h/l hair was... buzzed.

Nobody was here, It was just me. I began to walk around, the lights turning on and off. Hearing voices, I knew I wasn't alone. I had a bad feeling, seeing the doors to that room, otherwise known as the rainbow room.

No, I had horrible memories there. You'd think everyone would get along in there, but nope, the boys, the older ones, were jerks. I could remember. It was why El and I stuck together. But almost immediately, i felt something warm.

I gasp, looking down to seeing blood. I scream, running as fast as possible. Not even thinking properly.

"010...."

Ugh, not the stupid number I was given, the all too familiar voice. "No! Get out of my head! I yell. He repeated 010, his smooth, soft and luring voice echoing in my mind.

"(Y/N)! Wake up!"

I gasp, waking up to El, Jonathan and Will. "What happened? Will asks. I didn't even have to read El's mind to know she knew. I was out of breath. "Him, I mutter. "He keeps tormenting me in my dreams, He wants something, but i don't know what."

"Who's he?"

El frowns, everyone glances over at her. "Just someone from my past, I tell them. "My nightmares will go away, I promise. Sooner or later." The positive thing was, Mike would be coming tomorrow, it would officially be break.

How come, even away from Hawkins? It seemed I was still there somehow. "Try to go back to sleep, El whispers. I nod. I look around, seeing my room in a mess. My nose, dried blood. "What did i do? I ask, they all remain silent.

My powers.

Still, too powerful.

I was glad Papa no longer was around, I can't stand him. For once in my life, I thought my powers were dormant, and under control. For 1 year. My school years were almost over. My door was closed, and i went back to sleep.

One positive... Mike is coming, (Y/n). Be positive.

How could i be? Somehow, or somewhere. He was there. Papa may be gone, but... Not him. Not the person so kind to me, so why was i afraid? I should be. I fell asleep, luckily, no nightmare. At least, for now.

I would never escape them, unless i gave him what he wanted, whatever it was. He would continue haunting me until then. Joyce was sleeping shockingly. My room wasn't broken, things had just fallen.

My face, still wet from crying, tossing and turning, still sleeping peacefully. I woke up, but it was very early in the morning. I go up, knowing i wouldn't fall asleep again. I sat in the living room, Joyce in the kitchen.

"You're up early."