Blue Darkness (DabixReader)

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 "Wow Shiaraki didn't kill you in your sleep." Twice said jokingly from where he stood in the kitchen making lunch for us all.

I rolled my eyes. "Shigaraki does not have the balls to kill me."

"I do too!" Shigarki shot Twice a dirty look.

I kicked my feet onto the coffee table. "No you fucking dont. And even if you did, you would have Dabi to deal with afterwards."

Dabis hand squeezed my thigh but he didn't say anything.

"Dont kill Y/N. I like her!" Toga whined.

Shigaraki threw his hands up. "I never said I was going to kill her!"

"No but you said you have the balls to." Toga argued.

"Can you guys stop talking about killing me?" I intervened.

"Fine with me." Shigaraki said.

Toga stuck out her tongue at Shigaraki.

"Dabi, can you help me?" Twice called from the kitchen area.

Dabi sighed and gave my thigh another squeeze before standing up and walking over to Twice.

We all spent the whole morning in Shigarakis office talking about the past month. It took awhile but I was able to convince them that Elijah isn't a threat. At least for now but I didn't add that. Sam had headed out on patrol so I didn't see him.

We also discussed that I will be working for Endeavor again.

Dabi and Twice walked over to the living room area carrying plates. Dabi handed me one and sat down next to me.

We all started to eat and watch tv.

I ate about half of what was on my plate. I wasn't that hungry. I stood up and went to put the leftovers away when Dabi spoke my name. I turned to look at him. "What?"

"You need to eat more than that." He said quietly.

"I am not hungry." I could feel the others' eyes on us.

"I don't care."

I glared at him and he glared right back. "I can make my own choices when it comes to how much I eat." I said annoyed. I turned back around and walked to the kitchen area.

Dabi followed me over and leaned on the counter next to me. "Are you okay?" He asked quietly.

I turned to him. "I am fine. Why?"

"You have lost weight since I last saw you a few weeks ago. You need to eat more."

"I am fine. It's probably just because of stress."

He stared at me. "That better be what it is."

I rolled my eyes and put the leftovers away.

I strolled into Endeavor's office. "Guess who's back!" I smiled.

He looked up from his desk. "Y/N!" He stood up and walked over to me. "It's great to see you!" He wrapped his arms around me.

I laughed. "It's good to see you too."

He let go of me and stepped back. "So you are back to work?"

I nodded.

"Great! Did you and your boyfriend figure out a place to stay?"

"Yes. Everything is all sorted out."

"I am glad to hear."

I smiled at him.

"So you are ready to work again?"

"Yup."

He smiled at me. "Thank god. It's been a mess without you. There were some articles that came out and they were speculating that I killed you."

"You're joking."

"I wish I was."

"People are so fucking weird." I said.

He smirked. "That they are."

I walked out of the bathroom while drying my hair with a towel. I ended up going on patrol with Endeavor. Nothing too interesting happened except for people gawking at me because I was alive.

Dabi was sitting on the edge of the bed holding my phone. I smiled at him. "Hi."

He held up my phone. "So Elijah and you text now?"

I raised an eyebrow. "What?"

"He texted you."

"Okay? What did he say?"

"He asked if you wanted to go out for dinner tomorrow night." Anger flared across Dabis face.

"Okay. Why are you so pressed about it?"

Dabi stood up. "Because another man asked you out to dinner." He said through grit teeth. "The same man who you were living with for a month."

"What are you trying to say?" I asked, annoyed.

"Did you and him fuck?"

I blinked. "You realize that he is basically my father right?"

"You didn't answer my question." Dabi said angrily.

"Of course we didn't! And if you think that we did then you are a fucking idiot."

"Well it's not that hard to believe."

"What?"

"You defend all the shitty stuff he has done or put you through. Maybe its because you two fucked while you were living with him."

"What has gotten into you? You are acting like such a fucking asshole and being way to over protective."

"Well maybe it's the fact that my girlfriend left me."

"You know why I had to. I never cheated on you or even thought of another man touching me."

He stared at me a moment before letting out a breath. "I know." He said quietly. "I am sorry. God I am so fucking sorry."

I walked over to him and cupped his cheek with my hand. I forced him to look at me. "What's going on with you?" I asked gently.

He put his hand on top of mine. Shoulders slumped, he shook his head.

"Dabi." I said.

"You left me. I know why you did but, it hurt. It hurt me so damn much Y/N. It seems like everyone I ever loved has left me and you are no exception."

"I am so sorry. I didn't want to leave you, I swear."

"I know but that doesn't make it bother me any less. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone. Honestly, I didn't know that it was even possible to love someone as much as I love you."

A tear slipped down my face. "I am sorry. I never wanted to hurt you."

He leaned his forehead against mine. "I know. I just felt so helpless. You are always around people that want to hurt you but at least when you are with me I know I can protect you. I know you are strong and can take care of yourself but I worry about you all the time. And when you went with Elijah, I just... I panicked. It was bad enough that you worked for Endeavor and then add Elijah on top of it. I just... I didn't know what to do."

He thought Endeavor was a threat to me? I thought he just didn't like him. "Why do you think Endeavor wants to hurt me?" I asked slowly.

Dabi stared at me for a moment before taking a step back, my hands falling from his face. He looked away from me.

"Dabi?" I asked.

His gaze slowly met mine. "There is something I need to tell you."