Nevertheless - A Jenlisa Story

Chapter 20

I Love You

Jennie wanted to cry from the excitement of finally being able to say it. Her heart was bursting with love for Lisa who, once again, in her simplicity, had managed to enter her soul. She didn't think she would be able to love her more, and yet that teddy bear combined with Lisa's sincere and excited gaze had dug even deeper into her heart.

When Lisa deepened the kiss, Jennie tried to convey all the love she was feeling to her. Her hands held her as if she was afraid she would disappear at any moment, as if she was afraid she was living a dream. It was a slow, meaningful kiss, so full of intensity and feeling that Jennie felt her own head spin.

She loved Lisa, she wanted Lisa.

She loved her and wanted her in every possible and imaginable way and if she had interpreted her look correctly it was the same for Lisa. She felt a complete love that started from the heart and reached the head passing through the stomach in a visceral way. Their kisses had slowly turned into a fiery duel of tongues and Jennie felt her own belly tingle and the blood rush through her veins as Lisa's lips lavished her body with hot attention.
Just like the night before, their naked, panting bodies seemed to hover in their own unique world of beating hearts, passionate caresses and ravenous lips, only to find themselves trembling and breathless again, locked in an embrace that would have fused them into a single being.

"I have to find a name for it."
Jennie was lying on Lisa and holding the stuffed bear in her hands.

"Call him Nini."

"But Nini is me...I could call him Lili."

"So you remember who gave him to you?"
Lisa teased her earning a pat on the arm.

"No not for that" she rolled her eyes.

"Call him Nini then so every time you look at him you'll remember that I love everything about you, even your bad temper...maybe especially that."
Lisa was smiling as she said those words but she didn't have time to finish her sentence when she felt herself hit in the arm.

"Hey, I don't have a bad temper" Jennie made to pout but Lisa's true words made her blush.

She saw that Lisa gave a big smile at seeing the effect her words had had and tried to give her a kiss on the cheek finding herself chasing after her as Jennie tried to hide her face under the covers holding back a laugh.

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The days went by in a regular way and all of them had now broken in the habits of their new home: in the morning they were mostly free to do what they wanted while in the afternoon the Staff joined them and recorded videos of the various activities.
Jennie laughed, joked, played games and did all the activities that were planned with enthusiasm but she would have been lying if she hadn't admitted that her mind was always and only focused on Lisa and she took advantage of any opportunity to hug her and create a minimum of physical contact: she couldn't help it.

Fortunately, being able to do fanservice worked in their favor and helped them not to make things weird to an outside eye.
Lisa, on the other hand, managed to be more subtle in her attitudes; however, every now and then, Jennie felt herself being dragged into the bathroom to exchange a kiss away from prying eyes. It was an attitude that drove Jennie crazy and gave her an awareness of how involved Lisa was, at least as much as she was.

While during the day, therefore, with rare exceptions, they acted as affectionate friends, at night every inhibiting brake was put aside and they gave free rein to their feelings.

"I don't want to know anything I told you! I'm still traumatized and I won't tell you what I had to come up with with Chaeng to get her spare earplugs."

Jisoo made the gesture of blatantly closing her ears as she turned her gaze to the sea in front of them but Jennie wasn't listening to her.
They had decided to take a walk on the beach to talk, or rather Jennie had decided to take a walk on the beach to talk, until they had sat down on the sand to admire the view in front of them.

"Chu you can't understand...everything is so perfect I feel like I'm dreaming." She was smiling blatantly and her eyes were sparkling with happiness. "She loves me, do you understand? She loves me!"

"Yes I get it, she loves you and you love her and blah blah blah the usual stuff."

"If only I had realized it sooner I wouldn't have wasted all this time. Now that I know what I was missin-"

"Stop stop stop. I told you that I don't want to know unsolicited details. We're still talking about Limario, the little brother, whose amatory skills I have absolutely no intention of knowing."

Jisoo had an annoyed tone but Jennie didn't seem to hear her words as she continued to smile and daydream. She leaned against her shoulder and let out a loving sigh.
They stood without speaking watching the sea waves crash on the beach when Jisoo decided to break the silence.

"When are you going to tell Chaeng? It's only fair that she should know."

"She wants to tell her Lisa as soon as there is a chance."

"Good because she hasn't asked me any direct questions so far but I can see her starting to realize that something has changed."

"Does it show a lot?"

"Maybe to the outside eye it can all pass as 'close friendship' but Chaeng has known you for 10 years and the little heart eyes you have when you look at each other are hard to miss."

Heart eyes? So they don't just exist in romantic K-Dramas.
Jennie thought, smiling.

"She'll tell her as soon as she can."

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"Are you ready?"
Oppa's voice was ringing and impatient as he made his way through the suitcases crammed into the entryway. The Staff was outside the house ready to go for several minutes now.
After the days spent in Busan now everything was ready to move to Jeju Island for two days, as the CEO had decided.
The girls were finishing the last preparations and were recording a live broadcast giving little previews while putting away the last things to make the Blinks part of the transfer and give them the desire to see, then, the whole broadcast when it would have gone on air.

"We just finished the live broadcast, now we're ready!"

Rosé headed skipping towards the entrance where Oppa stood with his arms folded waiting. The other girls followed her and, after taking their suitcases, went outside to the cars to deposit them before heading to the airport.
They all had a single seat on the private plane and each of them positioned themselves where Oppa indicated to them. The trip would take about 2 hours so Jennie, since she would be alone, thought she would take the opportunity to take a nap so she could arrive at the island in full force for the activities that were planned.
She wandered over and saw Lisa sitting a few seats to the side of her looking out her window with headphones in her ears: her head and body were presumably moving in time with the music she was listening to as she gazed into the clouds beyond the window.
Lisa had always loved music as much as any of them but Jennie knew that no one could express themselves through music and dancing as much as she could. She had given ample proof of this throughout her years of training and even after her debut.
She felt her heart warm, smiled and closed her eyes, giving in to her own fatigue.

She woke up just before the plane landed and the first thing she did was look for Lisa's whereabouts. Strangely enough, she was not in her seat, where she had left her just before she fell asleep.
She wandered around the plane until she saw her: she was standing next to the pilot's cockpit talking to Oppa.

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They are so sweet aren't they?

Oh Oh what will happen next?

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