Nobody's Business

Bittersweet Symphony (Part 1)

Alicia 

Today's officially the last day of Spring Break . 

All I've been doing is coming to the beach everyday , in sweatpants. 

Sitting here watching the waves and the sun

From sunrise to sunset. 

 The waves , crash against the shore. 

That's the only pleasure I've had since my innocence's been ripped from me. 

I feel disgusting and dirty . 

Helpless , I don't deserve this. 

Suicide isn't an option. 

I have a lot to live for. 

Maybe this is a wake up call , my life might've been too perfect 

Maybe I should try starting over .. Alicia 2.0 ? 

I like the sound of that . 

It's 9:00 .. I haven't really stayed this long at the beach . 

I got up and grabbed my shoes and started walking towards my car.

Listen ma, I'll give you all I got

Give me all of this, I Need confidence in myself

Listen ma, I'll give you all of me

Give me all of it, I need all of it to myself

I need all of it

I could've sworn I turned my ringer off ,

"Hello ?"  I answered irritated

 "Missed Me ?" the voice said 

Then I heard a click .

Wtf ? Who was that .

I looked at my phone and it was back on my home screen .

*

"Your late , Ali." My mom said sitting on the couch

"I was -"

"At the beach , we know honey. Just go upstairs and get ready for bed." My dad said smiling.

Okay , what the hell is going on ? I'd get in trouble if I were out by myself after 9:30.

I just walked up the stairs and went into my room and dropped my bag . 

3O Minutes Later . 

*Knock Knock* 

"I'm sleeping ." I said while typing on my computer

I heard my door open but I didn't bother looking up.

"Doesn't look like your sleeping to me." I heard a voice I hadn't heard in awhile 

I looked up , "What are you doing here ?" 

"I came to see you." 

"More like you came here to annoy me." 

"If I'm annoying you so much why are your cheeks pink?" he said walking towards my side of the bed

"Why are you here ?" 

"Honestly?" I nodded . "I'm sorry for wh-"

"Are you kidding me ?" I interrupted him 

"No , I'm serious. I know you miss having me here so-"

"You are so full of yourself. You don't even have the nerv-"