Nobody's Business

Revelation

Alicia 

I can say I have a complex persona but , that'd be such an understatement and I'd be lying to you and myself. I don't like to be lied to , I don't like to be the last person to find out things , etc. There's more things that I don't like , trust me but I just can't think of them now. 

I allow myself to be open minded towards people , 'open mind open heart' as they say. I maintain the stability of being vulnerable without being broken , if that makes much sense. As of right now , I'm gonna keep to myself unless under other circumstances. All that's going through my mind , 'Is trust no bitch nor nigga cause they the same' . 

When your not around for awhile , you'd expect things to remain the same. Nothing should change , but apparently that's absolutely wrong. I don't know if it's the fact that maybe the feeling of being wanted is what I want , or the feeling of being needed is what I yearn for. But I can't stand the fact that I don't seem to think before I do something. I either overthink or underthink. Either way it doesn't work out well for me . I don't know if maybe , it's the people around me or just me myself and I. There's always a solution to one's problems , I have yet to find mine. 

"What do we have next period ?" I asked, Code opening my locker. She's the only one I really talk to that's a girl , in school. Yeah I have an entire volleyball team , to my use but that's just it. They're my team , competition runs through our veins. Life is a damn competition to us .  I talk to Kemani too . Those are my main friends right now.

My sister ? Well , glad you asked. Soccer retreat with my dad. They never seems to stay in one place. I have the entire house to myself , well my mom's there . . . but she's never home so , it's whatever .

"Algebra." She said pulling out her schedule . 

I put my algebra textbook in my bag , and we walked down the hallway. Kemani rushed past us with papers falling from his hand , "Did you know we have an algebra test today ?" he said catching his breath from running. 

I shook my head , "No." 

"Well now you know." He said turning into the classroom. I followed behind him with Codeine behind me. 

Luckily for us , Mr.Bush wasn't there yet. We went to our seats , and the bell rang signaling that classes start. 

"Your still coming over after school right ?" Kemani asked , sitting across from me.

I nodded , opening my text book.

"You can do practice today right ?" I turned around to ask Code .

"Yeah , why ? What're you doing that you can't ?" she asked

"Ke's house ,"

She nodded and I turned back around .

This was the last period of the day .

"Class , Sorry I'm late." Mr.Bush walked in fixing his tie. "I had an emergency."

"Nobody asked for your life's story." I mumbled opening my text book

"Alright , since tomorrow there's no school. I'm not gonna give you all homework." The class cheered , "But you have to solve this problem on the board and judging by the time .." He looked at the clock on the wall , "You guys got lucky , because I don't have enough time to teach the new topic I wanted to. So get to work , and if your not finished before the bell then it become homework." he finished 

I copied the problems off the board , ( You can skip the next part , it's not that interesting . It's math ._. ) 

' 5(-3x - 2) - (x - 3) = -4(4x + 5) + 13 '