The Story I Never Told Anyone

Chapter 7 dear learning disability

I have so many questions going around my mind.

Can you answer them?

Why do you make me forget everything?

Why do you run and hide?

Why did you pick me?

It's already hard as it is.

Sometimes I want to face you and yell at you because you made me feel like I wasn't good at anything.

That's where you're wrong.

I am good at so many things.

It's hard to believe that you didn't want me to keep moving forward.

when you were the one who told me I had choices and you were the one who took them away.

With no reason I hate you for putting me through this

. Is it because you knew that there was something in me?

Because I've felt it too, it's like this powerful feeling going everywhere and it rushes like it's running all over and sometimes I know people like me that go through this but it's different.

Because they were the same person.

But you're a bully and it's frustrating to even deal with you, remind me again.

Why did you push me into the drowning feeling?

Because you were scared that I was going to be something greater than life itself.

I get why you did what you did.

you're a bully you only care if i forget you or not but look dude i'm never going to forget you you're a part of me like it or not.

I don't care.

if we're in this together.

So let's get along like we used to.

I know you have questions too.

and it's time to answer them.

Why did you stop making songs and singing them in front of people?

to be honest I got scared that i was going to get bullied again i was scared to be myself i was scared to move forward

. I was scared.

It's the first time I said I was scared in a long time.

Why do the kids at school not like me?

Is it because I'm something they never saw coming.

I miss the old times when we used to make songs and sing them.

because we're one heart or when time stands still and we can hear our heart beat.

and the faith we gave out to people.

I need you to know.

I need to come back.

Where did you go?

up just up and left.

and you knew that I wasn't going to leave like the others did.

So why did you not stay and fight along with me?

instead of fighting against me.

Why did you get up and leave?

I know you were scared of you.

could've told me though.

you dummy look.

i'm sorry that I called you a dummy, you're a human being and your name is learning disability.

but I want to call you something else.

But I don't know why you did what you did to me.

I hate you.

I hate the way you are with me.

I hate that it was the same.

Why can't you get it?

I'm not you where not the same we're never going to be.

You have done this before but you're lying to yourself if you leave.

Who's going to be the next one?

I'm done with you when you want to talk.

I'm here.