The Story I Never Told Anyone

Chapter 18 everything every time

Every time i think about the times we had.

And everything we did was like a frozen lake.

I saved all that we had.

But I lost it in time.

Everything was wiped away.

I carried you in the storm.

But yet you still didn't care.

You didn't give two shits.

You just cared that you weren't lonely.

But guess what I only cared about u.

Nothing more.

I didn't give two shits if you're rich or poor.

I didn't give two shits if people left you.

But just what I gave two fucks about you.

I didn't care about the fact that you pushed people away.

I just cared about you.

I had to move on.

What you did was unforgivable.

And I will never forgive you for it.

But thank you for the memories.

Thank you for the times we spent together.

Thank you for the times we laughed so hard we couldn't stop laughing.

Yes I know we're strangers again.

And you're probably wondering why I'm acting like this.

Yes, what you did still hurts.

But I'd rather move on and forget everything.

Then I feel hurt because of it.

Also there is no room for sadness in my heart.

But yet I'm a happy girl.

And I'm not letting you break this big heart.

Or anyone in fact.

I have to make sure the group chat is ok.

And keep it safe no matter what happens.

Sometimes I remind myself if I need to keep myself in check.