The Story I Never Told Anyone

Chapter 31 im confused

You made me confused for the worst part ever.

All the time I seem to be doing alright until you're going and forth with life decisions.

You make me so confused that I wanna drive new people away.

Because you did so many things that could hurt me as a person.

It's been hard but also easy to forget you.

All the time it just feels like I'm fighting with the dumb ocean.

When you left made me feels that all the promises you backed out of were lies.

That's what you do.

Always lying but never stopping the lies until you runway.

Until someone calls you out on this bullshit.

You ran away from me, Mickey and lulu.

You have no idea no god damn idea how we felt.

and you have no right to say that we didn't care about you because the fact is that we gave two shits about you.

I was the first person who was ever there for you.

And now you're back following lulu's instagram.

For a week.

Did you stop running?

Do you miss us?

Do you still give a crap about us?

No you don't because you wouldn't have done this crap.

All you care about is not being alone for the rest of your life.

We were your real friends.

We gave you the world when the world turned its back on you.

Why can't you just block us and move on with your new life without us.

I'm mad and I'm upset and I have every right to be.

I just wished things were different or ended in a different way.

Everything you do affects us too.

All the toxic choies.

And you know you do this but you don't stop.

I have all these questions left unanswered.

And that's just horrible not knowing anything about anything.

Yes you left it hurt but what hurts more are the flashbacks of you.

That i can still see you everywhere that we used to be at.

It's like you're a ghost and the more you do this the more I'm going to get confused.

Nothing feels the same anymore like it used to.

I wanna change that but it's too hard when no one feels that way.

You're a coward just like rumpelstiltskin.