The Story I Never Told Anyone

chapter 45 cold

Everything feels cold.

the tips of my fingers to my toes.

When did you know everything was going to be frozen?

Was time going fast or was it all an illusion.

is everything going smoothly knowing the small things in the small details that we love the most is completely and honestly and truly making us feel at peace.

Is falling in love simply falling what's the small details in that amazing and honest person.

my answer would be yes it is.

when you completely love someone

you always want to restart the first time you meet them over and over again like a movie almost.

and when you know that you completely care about this person deep down everything will make sense.

the world will stop spinning.

Your Friends probably tell you it's nonsense or you feel like you're floating in the air and you feel great.

You know as the saying goes good things happen and there's good consequences but there are also bad consequences.

things happen for a reason. You know when something occurs in your life it doesn't mean that you're a bad person or a good person, it just means that you're going through some very heavy crap.

and I guess I want to say that sometimes love is like a book and you can't drop that book ever because as soon as you do that one book is going to be mentally and physically destroyed inside and out.

but have you ever found the person that has actually kept the book safe cuz I have found someone who was willing to care for that pacific book and he's willing to protect that book with his life because he is falling for you quickly.

What if I was to tell you I would do the same thing to you.

I would keep you safe and not let anyone harm you.

I wouldn't stand for it not even if it was a joke.

I usually suck for speaking up for myself but I will speak up for you I will truly honestly someone that treats that person like their world protecting them and all costs deserves to be treated end the equal respect because they care about you and you care about them and honestly you might be falling in love with them like I have been.