➜ Karl and Sapnap had been divorced for over a year now, but they keep missing each other every day that goes by without the other one.
《 "Let's keep this up?"
"Don't think I want that" 》
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"Karl, could you try play the other song that the headmaster suggested to you?" His friend asked, they were in the piano school. Even though Karl was 23 years old, they still didn't let him go out of school, he was playing too well and didn't want him to make his own music.
The school music has very strict rules, and Karl couldn't say 'no' to them, he was too scared for himself and everyone else. He didn't want to hurt anyones feelings, neither his friends, neither the staff's.
He definitely wants to leave this school, because it brings him too much memories from his marriage.
Him and Sapnap met here, he was trying to play piano while the other one was trying to make a band with other musicians. They supported each other a lot, but after their divorce they had been separated.
Karl stayed in the music school while Sapnap was out and playing his music to the people all around the world. He was happy for him, and if people would ask : "Do you still love him?" The answer would be 'yes'.
He didn't loose his feelings only because they divorced, there still there. Yes he misses him but doesn't want people to know that, he doesn't mention him anymore and some people may have know that by now that they aren't seeing each other anymore.
"Yeah, sure I can. What was the song again?" Karl answered, he was not going to lie, but he felt like a slave for them.
Keep playing, playing, and playing.
It was like a never ending story for him, he said 'no' sometimes, but that definitely didn't turn out great for him. Was overworked, stressed the whole week because of a stupid 'no'.
"Für Elise by Beethoven. Can you play it?" He asked again, Karl nodded. He took the sheets and started playing. His friend observed him as he played the song.
"I hate that they aren't letting you leave" He said laying down,he closed his eyes and listened to his playing song.
Karl stopped and just sat there, he needs to get out of here. And he knows but they aren't letting him go, thats totally absurd. He knows that, but after Sapnap left they didn't want him to let go.
They think that if he's going to leave, he's going to create his own music and will not give credit for the music school the credit for teaching him and all. Most schools let you go when you are 20-21 years old. This music school was a mistake and he knows it.
He wants to leave this whole place away, the memories are ruining it. It's a lovable place, but the memories with Sapnap keep getting brought back, and it hurts Karl knowing how he acted in their marriage year.
He wont lie he does miss him, he's proud of Sapnap accomplishing his whole career as a drummer. He still thinks if Sapnap misses him as he is missing Sapnap. He hopes, but he doesn't know if he wants to get back together.
The whole situation was messed up, it was Sapnap's doings but Karl started pointing them out. Which caused them to turn into tiring fights all the time. He regrets pointing it even out, he thinks if Sapnap really stopped doing that, would there still be a healthy relationship?
"Earth to Karl?" He waved a hand in-front of his face, that made Karl jump a bit.
"Sorry, I zoned out" His friend stared at him, he sighed. "If its about Sapnap, forget it" He said getting up and leaving the stage.
Karl has been struggling, probably everyone knows, but nobody is helping. A ding on his phone woke him up from zoning out.
Reminder Therapist meeting today
Karl sighed, he has been visiting a therapist for quite a while now. Since he and Sapnap divorced, there was no-one that he could rely on anymore.
Yes he gave the divorce papers to him and all, but he thought he wouldn't be able to take it anymore. It was extremely tiring and draining.
It's okay drink and smoke in a while, but it was constantly with Sapnap. He didn't want to smell in the morning either, he asked Sapnap to sleep on the couch. Though when guests came sometimes they could smell the reek of alcohol.
Karl got up from his seat and headed to his car, he drove to the hospital. He went in and waited in the line for the therapist meeting.
He was surprised that there was quite a lot of people today, maybe he should just ditch it?
He made up his mind and got out of the building, if he could say the truth, his therapist didn't really help him much. Asked him questions that even a 6 year old could answer, Karl thinks that he asked too many personal questions for his liking.
Karl was very good looking, he definitely had a style which was really soft one. Nobody blamed him for it, he looked cute in it.
He drove back to his apartment that he is paying rent for. It's not the best, but it's better than sleeping on the floor. It looked really comfortable, Karl plopped on his bed and almost instantly fell asleep.
He was asked too much today, he didn't like talking a lot. The one who he was talking a lot was Sapnap, now that the person is not here anymore he has no-one to talk to. Nobody listens to his blabbering, what happened the whole day.
His cat came up his bed and lied next to him. They both cuddled each other and fell asleep.
Karl is overworking a lot this week. He might not get up from his bed tomorrow. His knees are weak, he can't move them well, his fingers hurt a lot too, eyes hurt from seeing all the sheets of paper with songs that needed to be played.
