we meet there again -karlnap

𝟏.𝟎𝟓 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓

Well, fuck.

I just woke up, went on my instagram...

I check my story viewers, I see Karl's.

Strange, then i remember that I didn't switch...

Gosh I'm so stupid, I feel like I should apologise, but I don't even know how to approach him.

Okay, okay deep breaths.

I press the 'message' button, staring at my screen as I'm doing that. I exhale and start typing

'Hey, sorry that I viewed your story yesterday'

I delete it immediately, its so stupid. I try again

'Hi Karl, sorry for the view of the story yesterday'

I delete it again, nothing is coming out. Then I just try and go whatever I think is best.

'Hey Karl, I feel like I should apologise for the story view yesterday. I hope you forgive me.'

Yeah I think that should do it. I don't want him to respond to the message, but part of me still wants his message.

I know that I miss him and I'll not give up by getting him back. I made mistakes in the past, but I'm not repeating them ever again.

That's why I wrote as 'I hope you forgive me' just to get his response. Though he isn't very much active these days, but I'm hoping he'll see it soon.

I put my phone down and go to the kitchen, I get some cereal, milk and a bowl. I take it to the living room and turn on the TV. It was a boring show, didn't really have motivation to watch but it was okay.

There was only one thing that could light up my mood for today. It would be Karl's message, I don't want to get any other messages for today.

I put my finished cereal on a coffee table and get my phone. I scroll through my feed. I want to just do something but I don't even know what.

I get up and call Dream, he answered

Hello?

Heyy, what are you up to right now?

Nothing, just in my bed. What did you need?

Okay uhh, the thing is I viewed Karl's story yesterday on my personal account and he kinda viewed mine after he daw my photo. So like I want to apologise to him that I viewed it-

Woah, okay that's enough. Look you actually don't need to apologise, but of course you want to. Karl wouldn't have his account public if he didn't want people to view his content. I think he's pretty uneasy  that you viewed his account out of the blue. Just go do whatever your heart thinks.

Wow, okay eww. The thing is I already sent it and I just wanted to wake you but I didn't want you to read me like a whole ass paragraph. But thank you anyway. Are we doing rehearsals today?

...sure. Okay uhh we're going to see I'll contact you later. Cya

Gosh can't stay away from George for like even 5 minutes.

I sighed and went to my drums and started playing them. I played them for a while until I heard a doorbell ring.

I groaned and opened the door. "Could you please stop with the drums? My baby is sleeping, I'm sorry I know you probably need it but please low it down or don't play them at the moment. Thank you" She left.

What is with people telling me paragraphs today?

He grabbed his phone and his car keys, he sat in his car and drove to a grocery store. My mind was blank, I didn't think of anything at that time.

I arrived and parked. I forgot to take my own bags, I could've saved some money, forget it.

I pulled a cart and went inside the store, I bought some vegetables and fruits, some snacks for movie nights with myself.

Then my eye spotted someone, fluffy brown hair, colourful clothes, his favourite pair of shoes.

I felt my heart drop, what is he doing here? I slowly tried to fake bump into him so I could talk, let's say it worked out.

"Oh shit! I'm so sorry!" I bumped him with my back, he went a bit forward but stood again. "Ah! It's no worries, I'm oka-.." He stopped talking when he saw me.

I never felt nervous in my entire life, "Karl..". He gulped, "Hey." He said, I tried my best not to smile, he didn't push me away as I thought he'd do.

"I'm sorry again, are you hurt?" I asked him again with a worrying face. "I'm okay as I said, thanks." I could tell something is not okay.

"This is really awkward.." I said, which was true I wanted to talk to him but I didn't think it through. "Then don't make it awkward." He snapped, okay that's not what I was expecting.

"Uhh, could we talk after we shop? It's okay if you don't want to I understa-"

"Okay." He said, when I talked I could see he was thinking about something. "You have the same car right?" He nods, "I'll wait next to it then." I smile and go shop some more.

Okay holy shit.

I just talked to Karl, he looked so different from the last time I saw him. He must have been through a loy, we both have.

He looked like not himself anymore, he was like an another type of Karl.

Karl that doesn't care anymore about anyone, doesn't care about himself either...