➜ Karl and Sapnap had been divorced for over a year now, but they keep missing each other every day that goes by without the other one.
《 "Let's keep this up?"
"Don't think I want that" 》
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My head was spinning a lot today, I woke up with a raging headache. I got up and took my medication for today, I really hate this.
I took my television console and turned on the TV. I put on a comedy show and watched it, it was quite boring actually. I decided to check Instagram, I knew Sapnap and his band had a concert last night so I wanted to check it out.
The pictures look really pretty, I could say that Sapnap looked really good. George looked like he grew his hair out a little more and Dream looked like he got a bit taller.
I went on my Instagram story, I saw a familiar picture that I knew. I pressed on it.
It was Sapnap's account.
I looked at it a bit shocked, I didn't know that he was going through my stories. Maybe he forgot to change it? But why would he look at my account?
My head started hurting more from all the questions, I decided to shake it off and put my phone away. I closed my eyes and tried relaxing for a bit. It was difficult, my cat sat on my lap, he started purring. I brushed my hand against his fur.
I stood up with him in my hands and went to the kitchen, I was hungry but I didn't know what to make. I let him down and looked at my fridge, It was mostly empty. I apparently lost my appetite, I closed my fridge and lied on the couch.
I didn't know what to do, I didn't have any motivation to do anything today. There was a lesson for my piano, didn't feel like going there today.
That place has become toxic for me, the staffs were being mean to me, overworking me and not letting me go.
I tried telling them that I won't create my own music if I leave, they didn't believe me.
Because Sapnap and his band promised to promote the school, but they never did. They lost trust in me too since I wanted to leave too. I was close to Sapnap, which made them believe that we were being together to leave the school and make music together.
I sighed at their dumbnesses, how could they be so stupid? It's really not fair for me or anyone out in the world to be trapped like this.
I got up and got some food for my cat, I got him like 2 months ago, and I still can't bring myself to give him a name. Maybe I'll find one tomorrow, I hope so.
My phone started blowing with calls, I decided to check who was calling. It was my friend, I hesitated to answer because I knew he would question why I am not at the school. I decided to not pick up and shut down my phone.
I'm glad that nobody knows my address, unless this would be difficult to hide. On the school papers, the house address is written from my old house. Where me and Sapnap stayed, though of course I'm not living there anymore.
I decided that I'll go grocery shopping, I even lost my appetite from looking into my fridge. I got my car keys and headed to my car.
I drove to a grocery shop, I made a handwritten list from what I need. I was a vegetarian so it costs me much more money then other people.
I get some eggs, cucumbers, tomatoes, salads, etc. I went to the cashier and bought everything. I heard someone scream my name.
"Karl!" He said, it was my friend. Gosh I really didn't want to see him today...
"Why you aren't in the school?" He asked, didn't even he said that he feels bad for me or something? I hate this person a lot, I didn't utter a word, I just got in my car and drove away.
If I can't leave normally, then I'll run away.
I looked in the mirror, I saw him standing there. I just sped up and drove away faster. I dont want to meet him ever again, he was never on my side, he was just faking it.
I got back home with my groceries, put them inside the fridge. My cat rubbed against my foot, I smiled.
I got to my bed and lied down, I scrolled down my instagram again. I looked at my story viewers and I remembered about Sapnap.
I went on his account and looked through the pictures, he hadn't deleted our pictures yet. It warms my heart, but knowing what he was doing on the inside doors makes me sad.
His instagram is filled with him and his band at the moment, if you go back you could see our pictures together when we were still a married couple.
It makes me feel bad about myself, that I keep thinking of him every single night, that I miss his touch, I miss his kisses. Oh gosh I'm going over board
He probably doesn't like me anymore, I left him. I didn't even say goodbye, I just left. It made me ill.
I get up and go to the bathroom to wash up, I felt disgusted with myself at the moment that I couldn't think of anything else.
I lower my head down in the water, I stay there for couple of second and I get up. Out of breath, I wash myself with soap and wash my body again.
I get out of the bathtub and I dry myself off, gosh I hate this place a lot. I bought it off a sketchy person, but I didn't think of it much.
I should get out of here, I have enough money to buy a new place.
