we meet there again -karlnap

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"Make some noise!" Dream screamed into the microphone, the whole crowd started jumping up and down to the rhythm of the song.

All three of them were feeling great, it was the most biggest stage that they ever had been on, and their fans are enjoying their music like it's going to be the last minute of their lives that they aren't going to regret.

Sapnap wouldn't lie if he said he likes to show off to his fans by playing drums with new hits every time they're on the stage with the same song. Seeing fans jumping and screaming to the lyrics of their song is probably the best thing that Sapnap has dreamed of.

Well not exactly, last year he divorced his husband because he couldn't control his own alcoholism and smoking cigarettes even though he promised it to him that he'll stop, but it made Sapnap regret that he broke the promise every single time.

The song ended, they all went to the end of the stage and bowed down.

"Thank you guys for coming here, I hope you guys enjoyed this performance a lot like we did!" Dream said into the microphone, he was really out of breath. He sang most of our songs today, that's really tiring. Tho the whole band was tired equally, maybe George wasn't much because he mostly strummed his guitar. He sang some too, while I only played the drums. But I really don't mind that.

I don't think that I have a that nice of a voice like Dream and George. I appreciate playing drums and I'll keep playing them.

I remember waking up to a soft melody of a piano playing in the morning, I miss these mornings. I regret drinking alcohol, because of the events that happened with him. I still smoke sometimes, but he was most bothered that I drink a lot.

I wouldn't blame him tho,he was stressed and tired every single day, because I would go out and never call him. I would come home back really late and drunk.

I regret doing that, I knew that he was put under a lot of stress and tiredness. I still kept doing that and I didn't stop.

I hope he knows that I miss him a lot, sometimes I wonder if he misses me too. I promised that I'll come back when I change. I'm keeping that promise, and will never break it until he gets back with me.

I truly love him, but these fights turned us down a lot. I miss his fluffy hair, how he cuddles with me at night. But that was in the past, since I started drinking, I kept on sleeping on the couch, not blaming him though.

"We'll see you soon!! Have a nice day!!" Dream said, we all went to the backstage and cheered each other on.

"You both were awesome!!" I said, we were dancing because it was probably one of our favourite nights of all year today.

"Okay, okay let's tidy up and go back to our hotel" George said, with a tired expression. He didn't get enough sleep last night, neither did Dream.

They were a couple, nobody knew just me and some staff's. They didn't want to go out public like that, for the band and the fans. They were too afraid and I don't blame them. I divorced Karl when the band just started, and I was starting to celebrate the debut of the band. Probably took it too far.

We tidied our instruments and went to the car that was waiting for us.

"I might even fall asleep here.." George said drifting away into dream land. Me and Dream chuckled at that, him and Dream really do fit together.

"Soo, how are you?" Dream asks, I know to who he's referring to.

"I'm doing okay, I'm still trying to stop drinking, and it's kinda working but I sometimes I want to stop smoking too you know? And I feel so bad about myself about that, it keeps reminding me what had happened that day when I drank that bottle" I say rubbing my face.

"Hey, It's okay to loosen up a bit, we're on a tour and it's really difficult. I do not think that Karl would be upset if you drink just a little bit."He said, he was probably the only person who know about me and Karl's divorce and how it happened.

Maybe George knew about it too, because him and Karl were really close friends before. Now that we're in a band they rarely talk to each other on the phone, Maybe Dream told him a bit, why Karl wanted to distance himself from him and everything.

We arrived at that place and went inside our rooms, I got a separate room because they were a couple of course I wouldn't want to stay with them in the same room.

I lied down on the bed and went to scroll through Instagram. I've seen our photos on the stage by the company, they were actually awesome. I went to an account called 'Karly,Jac'. I loved this account a lot.

I just want to see how's he been doing, I see that he hasn't been posting since May 12th. That was last year, our outside walk. Maybe he doesn't post but he post stories of his doings.

And I love watching the piano highlights, it reminds me of these days. How I was still in Houston and woke up with hearing those piano melodies playing from the living room.

I'm not going to give up on my promise, and I'll get him back, whatever it takes. I love him too much to have let him go away that easily.

I closed Instagram and changed my clothes, I got under the blankets and turned off the lights. I fell asleep quite quickly.

The thing that went away from my head, that he can see who views his stories, and I wasn't on my alt account...