Kik Anon (a Calum Hood fanfic)

Sick and Tired.

Kriana^

Still Krianas Point Of View (sorry)
Kriana (you know their usernames now) - Cal, I have to go. Can I Kik you later?
Calum- sure love. Have fun. Talk to you soon ;)

Calums Point of view-
Kriana. She is sassy. Outgoing. Beautiful. Everything I would want. I met her by accident but it's not like I have a chance. I'm afraid she will push me away. Just like everyone else. Especially the band. Nobody understands me. Nobody knows my secret. I'm a depressed guy with anxiety.... A cutter...Why would SHE as in Kriana like a guy like me. She so far out of my limit. *sigh*
[3:27 p.m]
*ding ding*
I got a Kik notification. Kriana,of corse. Not that I'm complaining.
Kriana- Babe? I need to tell you something.
Babe? She called me babe! She's gonna tell me something bad. I'm scared. Come on Calum. Man up dude. I thought.
Me- Yes love? You can tell me anything.
[read 3:33 pm]
*ITSxMExKRIANA is typing*
Kriana- Over these few months I've been keeping a secret from you. I've considered you my best friend and I've never told a soul the things I'm going to say. I have depression. About every teenager does at one point. I have severe anxiety. That fucks me up. I'm an anorexic. This is hard for me to say. I'm afraid you won't talk to me anymore. I uh. Have paranoid schizophrenia. Please don't stop talking to me because of my differences. I love you. I need you. x
Wow. That was a lot to handle. How do I respond.
Me- babe? I will help you get through this. We are in this together. I dont love you any less than I did before. You have no idea how much you mean to me. You are my everything. Love you gorgeous. x
She really though I would leave her? Am I a bad friend?
Kriana- Babe, thank you. I was planning on telling you sooner. I just couldn't. I hyperventilated just typing that. I love you more hun x
Me- I will be here wether you like it or not. It's getting late. Why don't you get some sleep? I'll be here in the morning.
Kriana- that's sweet. Love you. Talk to you Tomorrow

Krianas Point Of View

"He will hurt you" Seven mocked. "He doesn't love you"
She will never leave me alone
Being up at 3 in the morning isn't an odd thing for me. Lonely, in a dark room to think. Every single night. How easy it would be to die. Within a matter of seconds. It's only for Calum. He's my only reason. I wish I could tell him that. That will come in due time I guess.

Calums Point Of View
Kriana is really struggling. I want to hug her so tight that all of the broken pieces will stick back together. Maybe I should send her a nice Kik so she will wake up with positive thoughts? What do I have to loose? I think iTs quite funny I'm helping someone not kill themselves when just last night I've attempted and failed.
[Kik 4:17 am to Kriana]
Me- Baby. You're my everything. You make me happy when I'm sad. You are always ready to crack a witty joke. It literally breaks my heart to see you in such a depressed state. You are beautiful. I'm always here for you. I love you. I think now would be a good time to tell you I'm a cutter as well. We will get through this... Together.
[read 4:18 am]
I added- "Why is my baby up?"
*kriana is typing*
Kriana- Honey, you are my everything. Please stay strong. I know it's gonna be hard. But we can do this.... Together. I think we need to meet each other? It would be easier to talk to you. It's highly unlikely that it's possible. But I will literally hunt you down on tour if that's what it comes to. And babe, I'm always awake.
She wants to meet me? That is the question I've wanted to ask for ages.

I'm positive that she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I will marry this girl. I'm certain.

A/n what do you guys think so far. THE TABELS WILL TURN REALLY FAST. YOU WILL BE SURPRISED. BE PREPARED! Please comment what you think so far. Love you guys! x
-S