4:30 p.m 2/16/13

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I work with pens not paint.

I feel emotions not emotion.

My life is a story not a lie.

And I'll be me even when I die.


I hide in the open not the dark.

I show no pain but show my pain.

My regular face looks as if I'm sad,

As though something is wrong.

I may not be able to speak very well,

but I can write a perfectly punctual sentence.


My soul is on fire, and my heart feels the pain.

If a soul is on fire, my soul and heart are in misery.


Emotions are something I've been getting used to for the past few years.

Four years ago all I felt was emotion.


I am a living contradiction.

I am weird.

I do not always speak in complete sentences or explain myself. 

I'm am myself.

Take me as I am, or leave me be.

You may have the freedom to insult me, but quite frankly I have the freedom to tell you to shut up and walk away... And I have the freedom to walk away without saying a word. Don't hurt me please. Because if you pissed me off, all you did was leave a scar on my body. A scar that caused me to tear apart and cry. I am a four year old, and I'm afraid to show the world everything about me because I have been judged. Judgement silenced me, so don't expect me to talk.


My paint is ink in a plastic container.

I am four years old, do not expect me to make sense. 

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