In the past few months I have written a lot about how I suffered from switching schools and being alone... Too much if you ask me. Honestly, in my opinion, it's not pain anymore. I've let it out, and now it's a story that's just getting old; near death really.
For me... it's not so painful anymore. It's just a story I know all too well that has significance because it made me who I am today. But not something I'd really elaborate anymore. It was a month or so ago, now that I've let it out.... I'm glad people know you can survive loneliness.
At this point in my life, it's not something that hurts so much. I guess it's taught me that, once you let your pain out, it doesn't really hurt so much. There's that past you that still feels pain, loneliness and sorrow, but you are just relieved.
The part that hurts is that I my emotions were numb and I didn't even know. Even that just seems like old news for me though.
In all honesty, I'm happy now, and I'm just praying for everyone else to be happy.
