When we meet Again ( ON- GOING )

CHAPTER 11(Spg)

I woke up because i felt someone's kissing me on my forehead, i decided to open my eyes and See's ken handsome face who's smiling widely. I Know that his thinking something naughty.

"Goodmorning my future wife. Hope you feel better today, how's your sleep? Hmm..." He drop a small kisses on my lips, i kissed him back that why he groned.

"My sleep was fine, how about you? I know you're thinking naughty and please stop it now. Ken I'm so tired last night. Halos hindi mo ako pinatulog." Ngumiti lang siya at itinabi ang iilang hibla ng aking buhok na tumatabal sa aking muka.

" I hope i can keep you for the life time. I can't imagine you're getting married to someone else lia. Remember when we're still a kid we promise to each other when we grown up we will get mar-" i stop him from talking using my fingers.

I looked into his eyes straigtly. I promise to myself before i will never marry a man if it's not ken but now. Ngayon na sinasabi niya sa akin bakit parang pakiramdam ko pag sumangayon ako sa sinasabi niya baka iwan na naman niya ako. Should i take a risk? I'm so afraid to left behind.

"But... we're not kid anymore ken.hindi natin pwedeng gawin basta basta yung mga bagay na iniisip natin noon, masyado pa tayong mga bata noon. It's just a stupid mistake when we promise to each other that time." I see pain on his eyes,i really didn't mean to say that but this is the safest way I Know to protect my self from another he will cause.

I will ask my self for another time, I don't want to take a risk not yet not now.

"Fine. Let's not talk about it." He suddenly stand up,kaya naman na kalaya ako ng sa kaniyang mga bisig.

I see disappoinment on his expression but I can't do anything about it.i need to follow my heart instead of my brain, before i followed my heart and it break into peaces. Ayoko nang maulit ulit ang bagay na kinatatakutan ko.

Lumabas na siya ng aking silid kaya naman napa sabunot ako sa aking ulo. What should i fucking do.

I'm a good fucking doctor but I'm useless when it comes to myself,i need to have an own doctor I can't heal myself unlike the other people.

GABI na ng makita ko si ken, nandito pa din kami sa bahay ni lolo marami silang inaasikasong business nila mommy. I even saw a lawyer na kasaup nila mukang may importante silang meeting kaya wala sila dito kami kami lang.

"Hey!kumain kana ba vien?" It was tristan who's wearing nothing but just a cargo shorts kaya naman kitang kita ang na mumutok na pandesal at dibdib nito. Tangina.

"H-hey...ahm yeah i eaten already." Agad kong iniwas ang aking tingin dahil hindi ako sanay sa ganoong wala siyang damit pang itaas,mukang galing pa siyang dagat dahil basa ang kalahati ng short niya.

"Uncomfortable?sorry i forgot my shirt in the beach,by the way i see ken kanina nasa tabing dagat...are you not going to be when you find out that his making out to gina?" Don na pabaling ang tingin ko sa kaniya.

Ano daw?making out?with gina.

" Nah. Ken will not do that." I trusted ken i Know him,he will never do that. Not again.

" Vien.. I'm not trying to make a mess i just told you what i saw,ken and gina was making ou-" hindi kona siya pinatapos at tumakbo agad pa puntang dalampasigan.

Tangina.

Naramdaman kong may tumutulong likido sa aking mata ngunit hindi ko ito pinansin at nag pa tuloy lang sa aking pag lalakad, ramdam ko ang pag sunod ni tristan sa aking likuran.

Ken will never hurt me again. Ken loves me i know that.

Hindi pa ako na kakalapit sa camping sight pero kitang kita ko na ang taong mahal ko na ngayon ay may kalong na babae sa kaniyang hita. Fuck you!