"mommy!Wake up, can we play please?"
"Mommy?"
I was amazed because of that voice coming from somewhere, all i can see is just a full of white.
What an angelic voice is...is that my?
"Mommy!i love you... please take care"
I was about to see his face when suddenly all get back.
"Lia!lia! please wake up!baby-please!do fucking everything for her!" Is that ken? where i am?what happened.
Blood.
When i get my sense i remember everything what just happened.
"The Patience was already stable no need to worry Mr. Harris" i heard the doctor said to ken.
My baby!
Minulat ko ang aking mata ngunit agad ko rin naman itong na ipikit dahil sa liwanag na sumilaw sa akin.
" Lia anak!" Lumapit sa akin si mommy ganon din si daddy kaya naman dahan dahan kong minulat ang aking mata.
" M-mom... where's my baby?" I don't care about my self all i care is for my child,i hope my angel is fine.
" Where going to call the doctor again anak, how's your feeling? sorry we didn't see it,me and your mom is a doctor but we didn't see that you're pregnant. Hindi kaba nag ka morning sickness?nor something?you didn't felt strange on your body?" Umiling lang ako kay daddy at hinanap ng aking mata si ken na nasa sofa at bakas ang pag-aalala sa kaniyang mata.
"The doctor is here." It's Tristan masama ang timpla ng kaniyang awra,mukang hindi talaga sila mag kakasundo kahit anong mangyare.
"Good to know that you're awake already Dr. Valencia,uhm...i didn't expect this that you didn't know that you—"
"I didn't see any fucking signed.do your job and stop commiting all i need is just the results."
She's get into my nerves,kahit ako na doctor ay hindi inakalang hindi ko malalaman na buntis ako,wala akong magagawa kung ganon.
"I'm sorry Doc...you lost your baby, you are 2 weeks pregnant but suddenly you are unhealthy,you didn't notice that you are pregnant because the heartbeat was so slow, I'm sorry for your lost Doc." Fuck! fucking hell!no!no! I Lost it!
"Can you fucking say it again?" I don't care kung na paka unprofessional ko pero it's my child no,gagawin ko lahat basta wag lang mawala ang anak ko pero pano na!.
"We did our b—"
"DID YOUR FUCKING BEST!FUCK THAT CRAP!YOU ARE NOT THE BEST DOCTOR!ALL YOU WANT WAS MONEY YOU—GET OUT! BEFORE I FUCKING KILL YOU!" I'm so mad. I'm mad at myself,how!how i didn't know that I'm pregnant how stupid!
" Hey.. please calm down."
" How!how can i fucking calm down!ken i lost my baby!we lost our child! it's our child!at kasalanan mo yon!kung hindi mo ba naman ako inistress!bwiset ka!umalis kana!tangina mo!...i hate you!you fucking moron!you are such a jerk!bumalik kana don sa gina mo!" Gulat ako na tahimik ng sinapak siya ni daddy dahilan para ma pa tayo ang kaniyang magulang na nasa upuan lang.
"pronto! Anong bilin ko sayo!?alagaan mo ang anak ko!look what you did you both lost my grandchild!are you a man!?simula ngayon huwag na huwag ka ng lalapit sa anak ko. Tandaan mo yan lahat ng connection ng pamilya ko sainyo ay mawawala." Lumapit si tito kevin kay daddy at lumuhod ito sa kaniyang harap.
" I'm not asking for your forgiveness but please Vince you are the one i need in my family,if we lost connection to you our company will get Down.please I'm begging you don't do it,ilalayo na lang namin si Yno just don't do it." Dad was pointing the door at umiling lang kay tito kevin,this is the part when my dad being such an heatless.
"We both know kevin. Na parehas na nating gustong mag ka apo. Pero ang gago mong anak!hinayaan lang ang anak ko!gumawa pa ng kababuyan! putangina kevin nag iisa lang anak ko! ayokong na sasaktan siya sana bilang magulang maintindihan mo naman ako,Now leave." I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry mommy didn't protect you I'm really deeply sorry.
"Lia... please I'm sorry L-" he didn't finish his words,his mother pulled him away.
WEEKS passed still I can't accept the fact that i lost my angel ni hindi ko manlang siya na buhat ni hindi manlang ako makaramdam anong klaseng doctor ako.
"Anak....you need to eat hindi pwedeng—"
"I'm still full mom,leave me alone please." I'm so fucked up. Gusto ko na lang isipin na Hindi nangyare ang lahat ng ito.
"Pero anak..ilang araw kang walang kain,hindi maganda sa kalusugan yan and you know that." Ngumiti lang ako kay mommy,i give her a weak smile. Hindi ako makakain sa tuwing naiisip ko yung batang na wala sa sinapupunan ko.
"I will eat when I'm hungry." Walang buhay na turan ko. My friends keep texting and calling me asking if I'm fine. Do i look okay?
Gusto ko na lang umalis sa bansang ito para ibaon ang galit ko sa mundo,bakit hindi manlang pinaranas sa akin ang maging mabuting ina. I will do everything just to be a good mother pero hindi manlang pinaranas sa akin ni masilayan ang muka ng anak ko.
God!why!
Bumalik ako sa ang pagkakahiga,simula ng makalabas ako sa hospital hindi na ako lumalabas ng kuwarto ko ni hindi na din ako umuuwi sa condo ko dahil baka sa sobrang inis at galit ko baka kung ano lang ang magawa ko sa sarili ko.
Galit ako kay Gina, because of her na stress ako she's a b*tch. I really wanna slap her. Walang hiya ang babaeng yun.
"Vien. This is daddy. Can i enter?" Parang bingi ako at hindi sinagot si daddy na nasa labas ng aking silid.
I'm still asking myself and god. Hindi ba ako magiging mabuting ina?bakit anak ko pa ang kinuha sa akin sobrang sakit sobrang sakit isipin hindi pa manlang masyadong na bubuo ang anak ko.
"Dad. I will eat when I'm hungry, please leave me alone." I'm sorry dad,mom i just want to be in peace. I really wanna go to somewhere that nobody will enterup me.
Sorry my angel... I'm really sorry.
A/N: sorry for the slow update,na papadalas kasi ang pagiging sakitin ko kaya hindi ako masyadong na kakapag ud.
Again sorry for wrong grammar and typo thankyou for waiting and for understanding!
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