Smut.
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Opening my eyes to a sudden noise at my window, I turn over & see a shadow tapping on it. A quick rush of fear runs through my body until I realized that it was Johnny tapping on my window.
Taking a sigh of relief, I quietly made my way over & opened the window. I moved to the side & turned my lamp on as Johnny made his way inside.
"Are you okay?" I ask hazily as I rub my eyes & look over at Johnny who's taking off his shoes.
"Yeah..yeah I just..its cold outside & my parents are still awake. I dont want to go in there so I came here with you," he smiled cheekily.
Johnny & I have been best friends since 7th grade when we met at one of Pony & I's track meet that he attended. That day I met the entire gang. Johnny & I got relatively close, we just had a spark. We instantly got along & we are both shy people, so it came naturally. Over the years, I had grown an attraction to him, he was so sweet & gentle. He always keeps to himself but when he finally opens up, he can be a real goofball. Once, he had picked a little bouquet of my favorite flowers from outside for my birthday. He's patient with me and I loved that about Johnny.
The entire gang keeps buggin about gettin together. They tell me that Johnny likes me back, theres times I can see it but a part of me can't believe it either. Johnny just smiles whenever they bring this up, but he doesn't shake his head either. Very confusing.
"Whatcha wanna do Johnny?" I asked him as he was walking around my room as usual. He was over by my desk, the lamp illuminated his back. His washed out Jean jacket fit perfectly on his body, his black hair slicked back with some of it placed perfectly on his face. I could make out his scar on his cheek. He started taking off his jacket, his back muscles showed through his brown nicely fitted shirt. I stood there, scanning him up & down. I felt myself slightly biting my lip, my eyes had became lustful with the sight of Johnny & his beautifully sculptured body. He placed his jacket on my chair & turned back towards me.
I quickly took myself out of the trance, but my mind was filled with only thoughts of him & I.
"Dunno.. wanna lay down?" He raised his eyebrow. I nodded. He walked towards my bed & sat down. I tried my best to not continue staring at him but my mind was truly clouded with thoughts of Johnnys skin on mine. He moved up towards my headboard, I sat down & turned to face him.
"Want the wall? Or the edge?"
"Wall"
This was normal for us, to fall asleep together on my bed whenever he came over. It was never weird but this definitely ignited my feelings for him. It was hard sleeping next to someone you truly want without being able to touch them or tell them.
Johnny scooted over by the wall, he made his way under my blankets. I went over to get underneath my blanket as well, I laid down & turned to face Johnny. Our faces about a foot away, I took a hard swallow. He looked so beautiful, his sculpted cheeks shined from the lamp, his soft plump pink lips were slightly apart from one another. His brown puppy eyes stared at me, a small smile was placed on Johnny's face.
"Why you starin?" He softly asked, I blinked a few times returning back to reality.
"I..I wasn't.." a small blush spread across my face.
Johnny continued looking at me, he knew I was lying. He was about to turn to face the wall to head to sleep when I finally decided to tell him.
"Johnny..I was starin at you..I..look I know we're friends & all but man for a while now I've liked you as more..& honestly right now you're all I can think about.." I rambled. I knew I just loaded a lot on him but I just started talking & couldn't stop. A weight was lifted off my chest. He just stared at me back. He had a slight surprised look on his face.
