is empty an emotion or a feeling? like that knowing in your heart where you know something is missing and you'll never be whole again without it. that piece will never come back for me. not because it went to fit in another puzzle or got lost, my missing piece was burned. disintegrated. abolished. gone.
he's gone. i never knew how much a person could think until i met him. his mind took me to incredible places i would have never thought of trying to go. now i just stay on the ground. my mind washes over with sadness as i try to remember his joy. it's a lonely state of mind.
his name was, or i guess it still is, alex. alex daneils but pronounced daniels. it made him mad when people said it wrong. a lot of things made him mad. i made him mad. i'm a strong believer in telling people when i have a problem and we didn't see eye to eye on that.
he kept secrets. he lied. he wasn't perfect.
he's dead.
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since.
Short Story// since he's been gone, there's a cold side of the bed. since he left, I don't know how to handle myself. since he died, I died a little too. \\