songs
ghostbusters (i'm not afraid) - fall out boy
lucky one - exo
girls talk boys - 5sos
saw it coming - g-eazy
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i didn't think it was going to be this hard. then again, i never thought i was going to lose him. part of it is that naïve delusion that we were invincible. that we would be together until the day that we died. i just never knew how soon that would be.
"hey potato?"
"you're not even trying now..."
"yeah but neither are you."
"okay i deserved that one."
"what's the matter?"
"i-i"
"hey, if it's too much don't push it."
kit isn't good for me; i need to push it. that's why i'm still stuck. i hate it when philip is right.
"i'm worried about cleo."
"why's that?"
deep breaths.
"i feel like it's my fault that he hit her."
"wha-"
"she was only spending time with me because i needed her then, and t-then it happened."
"perrier, it's not your fault or cleo's fault that she likes girls. that would not have changed if you were in a rough spot or not. when cleo eventually told him, which i'm positive she would have, he would have still gotten angry. that's because james is not a nice person."
"i know i just can't stop feeling awful about it."
"okay, i really shouldn't be suggesting this... would you like to go talk to him?"
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so that just happened?? i'm the one writing this and i never saw that coming??!! i never thought we'd actually meet james, but i guess that's where this is going...
YOU ARE READING
since.
Short Story// since he's been gone, there's a cold side of the bed. since he left, I don't know how to handle myself. since he died, I died a little too. \\
