Fuckass... || ChiScara

19.

This is basically a date, which got me really nervous of course, because, well, you know. It's the first time I'm seeing him after kissing him, and leaving small marks on his neck. So, even though I was already in Liyue harbour, and really close to the agreed place of meeting up, the small Wanmin restaurant run by a peppy young girl and her father, I dawdled so much that when I finally stepped through the door, Childe was already there. His eyes shut, talking to the blue haired Xiangling happily, having probably been there for a fair while already. I probably need to stop taking so long to meet him. 

As he was wrapped up in conversation, the idiot didn't even notice when I pulled out a stool and sat next to him. So, of course instead of saying anything, I harshly kicked the side of his calf, huffing as I did. He turned to me, completely unphased by my actions and offering a slight wave to Xiangling, who nodded and left with a wave.

"There's my doll! Being rough today, are we?" - Childe

He rubbed his leg slightly before looking up and seeing, I'm not wearing my hat today. Just a totally random decision, not at all related to the fact that he always says we can fuck if I take off the hat. Completely unrelated and the decision was not at all influenced by that. I swear. But even though it has nothing to do with that, he grinned at me, putting his elbow on the table and resting his chin on the gloved hand. I just tilted my head back in order to kind of glare down at him. It didn't quite give the effect I wanted, but I don't give a fuck.

"Got a problem with being rough?" - Scaramouche

The suggestion that gives off brought a slight red to my cheeks and only caused Childe's grin to shift into a cheeky smirk.

"I like it rough, if you didn't already know." - Childe

Tease dripped from his voice, causing the slight red on my face to intensify a shit ton. But, I'm too stubborn to give up here, so I tried my best to continue the teasing further, though I think I'm only a tiny bit away from losing my composure completely.

"I don't believe you. You'll have to prove it later." - Scaramouche

But well, I do believe him. I absolutely do. It's pretty obvious that he does. With his love for battle and flirty/bold actions, he doesn't seem like one to be pleased by going slow and gentle. And of course I was right about the flirty and boldness as he placed a hand on my thigh, squeezing it tight and bringing his lips up to my ear and whispering into it.

"I will fuck you so hard, you won't remember who made you." - Childe

Fuck.

Every millimetre of my skin lit up, all of it being a brilliant crimson. As a reflex I pulled myself away from him, crossing my arms atop the table and burying my face in them. Both the combination of words he'd chosen and the fact that they were whispered directly in my ear completely obliterated my composure. Whilst hiding myself like that, I heard his stupid laugh and he rested a hand on my back.

"What would you like to eat, doll?" - Childe

With a bit of effort, I managed to keep my voice level to tell him my order. Which I selected basically at random.

"Minty meat rolls." - Scaramouche

"Alright, I'll be right back~" - Childe

I heaved out a sigh as I heard the footsteps fade away. I hate how he can make me so incredibly flustered with such ease. It's not right. I am a puppet of the archon of Inazuma, I shouldn't be so weak like this. But then again, that's exactly why I'm not the puppet she uses. I am unworthy and weak. My skin's tone calmed back into the usual paleness whilst I thought of this and waited for the ginger to come back and distract me from my truth. Luckily, that didn't take too long, as he plopped down next to me with his grin.

"I see you're not so red anymore?" - Childe

"I was never red. Shut the fuck up." - Scaramouche

I was, but I'm just gonna put that behind us now, and say nahhhhh, that never happened.

"Boooo, you liar. Maybe you'll admit it, or prove you get red lots if I kiss you." - Childe

Before I could even react to what he'd said, he gently moved me so that I wasn't so hidden and tilted my head towards himself. His teeth lightly latched onto my bottom lip, causing me to open my mouth to protest out of habit, as I do to almost everything he does. But that only gave him the fucking opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. Which he did. His hand ran through the hair on the back of my head, holding me there. Though, he didn't need to because immediately after I realised what was happening, I may or may not have melted into it, letting our tongues slide against each other. Our saliva mingled and he moved our lips together for a few moments before pulling away.

And fuck, he was right. The red covering my face and ears is back, the rest of my skin stayed pale though, luckily. 

"See, doll. You're all red again~" - Childe

"H-hey, that's cheating, fuckass!" - Scaramouche

I crossed my arms over my chest, my middle fingers sticking out the sides where my hands were still exposed.

"Is that an invitation I'm hearing?" - Childe

Just as he finished speaking, a plate and a bowl were placed on the table. I pointed to them with a glare.

"No, we have lunch to eat." - Scaramouche

"I'll just have to fuck you later then." - Childe

He scoffed, before grabbing his chopsticks and harshly stabbing a piece of fish from his 'come and get it.' He shoved it in his mouth, making me shake my head.

"Like doing it rough with your food too then?" - Scaramouche

I looked down to my plate, carefully grabbing a roll with my chopsticks and slipping it through the sauce, getting it all over the food before bringing it to my mouth and taking a bite. Focusing on eating was helping with not having my face flare up again.

"Well, I'd prefer doing it rough with you, but yeah." - Childe

I coughed, barely keeping my food in my mouth, smacking him in the arm for making me choke on my food. I swear, he's forgetting we're in a restaurant. Where there are currently multiple other customers. I quickly swallowed what was left in my mouth.

"Shut up and eat your food. It's called come and get it for a reason." - Scaramouche

And after saying that I fixed my eyes only on the food, eating it without paying any attention to the ginger.

"Boooo, but fine." - Childe

I heard the chopsticks click against the side of his bowl as he stabbed another piece of either fish, meat or tofu from his meal. Though, I ignored it, despite how infuriating it was, simply eating my meat rolls. Though his messy eating style led him to finish first, whilst I had two rolls left. So, of course, he used his chopsticks to stab one of them, wiping up the last of the fucking sauce, which is way too much for just one of them and shoved the entire thing into his mouth. 

"How the fuck????" - Scaramouche

I finished my bite, staring at him as if he's crazy. Because, well, he is. But also because those are way too big for that. Then, before he finished, with a heap still in his mouth, he responded. Extremely muffled through the food, and with a hand over his mouth to keep that shit in.

"Yes." - Childe

Just fucking yes??? What does he mean??? I stared at him with the most disgusted and what the fuck expression before getting out of my chair.

"I'm fucking leaving. You can have the last one too." - Scaramouche

"Nooooo." - Childe

But he still had food in his mouth, so I just left the restaurant without looking back. That was absolutely disgusting. And he couldn't even follow me, because he still had to finish what was in his mouth and what was on the plate.