Fuckass... || ChiScara

23.

Cradled in his arms, I was stuck deep in thought. Childe had said that it's fine if I don't say it back. But even with his dead blue eyes, I could tell he was hopeful. It made me doubt it, am I really fine to not return his feelings? I despise stupid human emotions. They're too bothersome, and difficult, and painful. What's the point, and why do I have them? I'm not a human. I'm a puppet, a god.

With a shaky sigh, I pushed my hands against his chest and away. Much to his surprise apparently, it was painted clearly on his face.

"I'm sorry, Scara." - Childe

I shook my head, soft expression coming up for a moment before returning to the more natural resting bitch face.

"No, it's fine. I just, need a little." - Scaramouche

The ginger hair flopped forwards as he nodded slowly, showing his understanding. Though there was clearly a little worry in his eyes. It gave me an urge to reassure him, oddly enough.

"Nothing is changed by this. I just want to go home and sort myself out." - Scaramouche

And just to prove that I was right about his worry, he let out a relieved sigh. 

"Want help getting there?" - Childe

"No, I'll be fine on my own." - Scaramouche

But my body denied that claim, as I tried to slide off the bed and a pain shot through my body from my ass. My legs shook and a clearly shocked, and agonised look showed on my face. Surely it shouldn't be this bad. Why does anyone consider fucking a good idea if it's going to feel like this afterwards? I guess it wasn't too bad whilst it was happening. It felt really, really good. Despite not even being able to even stand properly now, I guess I don't regret it. Being that close to Childe, being touched by him, touching him myself. Okay whatever, snapping out of this, no more thinking of that.

"Go on, Doll. You'll be fine on your own." - Childe

The teasing tone was obvious, he'd recognised I was very clearly struggling.

"Nevermind. Get the fuck over here and take me home." - Scaramouche

I made a pouty noise, showing I did not approve of his tease. But, like the idiot he is, he obeyed, sliding himself off the bed next to me before leaning slightly to hook his hands under my knees and on my back. Once again, I was in his arms in a princess carry. At least this time I'm wearing clothes.

"Aw, look how much my dear doll relies on me." - Childe

"Shut up and just get me home already." - Scaramouche

"Sir yes sir!" - Childe

I shook my head before turning to rest my face against his shoulder. He's an idiot.

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A/N: Psh, what do you mean I took months to update again? I updated just yesterday! Nahhhh, that's totally the truth. Okay, enough gaslighting. Sorry I was gone for so long! I probably shouldn't be updating now either, even though it's short because next week is exams, but ignore that. I want to get into this again. Though would y'all like if I made an extra story thing for oneshots of any pairing I feel like, just to keep motivation up for myself? Plus extra writing for you guys I suppose.