Leviathan (Frerard)

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(TW: SELF HARM)

PART III:
I FEEL NOTHING, SO MUCH BLOOD

CHAPTER 1: "I'M SORRY FOR BEING A MURDERER AND FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU."

Frank's pov:

It was Monday I walked to Mikey and Ray in the back of the school. "Frankie?" Mikey asked offering a joint. I took it out of his fingers and smoked it. We passed it around along with cigarettes and alcohol. Once the bell rung we reeked of smoke. "Dude maybe this wasn't a good idea." I said feeling high as fuck. "Yeah, we should just skip." Mikey said. We left the campus and went to Mikey's house. I stared at Gerard. He stared at me too. He laughed.

'Are you guys cross faded?'

"No shit." Mikey said. Gerard laughed again and shook his head.

'And that's why your skipping?'

"Yeah pretty much."

'Don't get caught by mom.'

"Dude I would never hear the end of it." Gerard smiled. "Anyways we're going to hang out in my room probably smoke some more. Wanna join, brother?"

'Sure. Why not.'

We walked to Mikey's room. I was pretty blazed already. "I'm done smoking for right now." I said feeling hungry. I started smoking my cigarettes to suppress my hunger. "Damn I'm tried as fuck." Ray said his eyes half closed. I laughed. Mikey and Gerard kept passing each other the joint back in forth. I'm not sure how they could smoke so much weed in one fucking day.
Ray had fallen asleep so did Mikey. Leaving Gerard and I high as shit. "Why am I here again?" I asked him. "I don't even know. Why am I here?" He said looking at me. I laughed. "I'm going home. See you later, Gee." I walked home feeling funny. I fell asleep.

Someone shook me awake. "Frank." It was Gerard his face was all bloody. I woke up immediately. "What happened?" I asked a little scared of him. "Did you kill someone again?" I saw that he was shaking and crying. I held his hand. "Gerard your shaking." I said staring at him. He hugged me. He fell on top of me fainting. "I'm sorry for being a murderer and for..." He said his voice was so faint and sad. I tried getting him off of me. I wonder what he was going to say. I had a feeling he was going to say "and for falling in love with you." I smiled and blushed staring at him. I kissed his forehead and pushed his body off of mine. I shook him. "Gerard." I said kind of loudly so I didn't have to call 911. He got up.
"I should go, Frankie." "Stay." He smiled wide. "Okay." "But please go take a shower and your clothes have blood on them." I stared at his red hair matching his bloody clothes. I felt the urge to compliment him. "I've always liked your hair red." He looked at me with sad eyes and smiled. "Bert... liked my hair like this." I stared back at him with sad eyes as well. Gerard loved Bert it must kill him having me around.

He came in my room with a towel wrapped around his waist I felt nervous and my face go red. He smirked. I stared at him he was skinny too skinny. I could tell he felt insecure by me staring so I averted my eyes. I could see his rib cage. I felt bad I wonder why he's so thin. Maybe it's because of those painkillers and smoking so much. I gave him his clothes. I noticed he was wearing Bert's black jacket. I stared at it. I noticed a big gash maybe a scar on his wrist. I immediately knew what it was from. I looked away as he was changing. He sat on my bed I held his hand and rolled the sleeve up and saw the huge cut. I grazed it over with my tattooed hand. We were both quiet for a long time. "It's ugly I know." He said with a smile.

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Oops sorry for not updating the past 5 day :/ I suck I know sorry
Also daddy by korn is such a good song also yes summer school is still boring as fuck
Love ya my wee clouds
- Sid <3