Leviathan (Frerard)

☨𝟏𝟐. ☨

PART III:
I FEEL NOTHING, SO MUCH BLOOD

CHAPTER 4: "YOU'RE NOT BERT'S MURDERER."

Gerard's pov:

I didn't know what to say. So I didn't say anything. He looked sad. He kissed me. "I feel like we only kiss when we're drunk, sad, or angry." I laughed. I held his hand. "I've been wanting to tell you something." "What?" He asked me. "I'm sorry for being a murderer and for falling in love with you." He smiled. "You finally said it." I blushed. "Fuck off." He laughed. "I don't say that to a lot to people you know." "I know. Maybe just Mikey, Bert, and now me." "Don't forget about Ray." I said with a smile. "Oh so your friend, brother, dead ex boyfriend, and whatever I am to you." Silence fell over us. It's not like he's wrong. I don't know what he is to me. All I know is that he reminds me of Bert and that I'm in love with him.
"Frank?" I asked as the sun was rising. I think he fell asleep. I looked over at him, he's asleep. I picked him up and walked to his house. I laid him on his bed and left.

I sat on my bed. Mikey walked in. "Hey, you were out late." I rolled my eyes. "What?" He laughed. "Just messing with you. So are you and Frank dating?" "I don't know." "What do you mean?" "Mikey please your giving me a headache with all your questions." He laughed again. "I'm surprised. That your interested in dating again with Bert missing and all..." "Mikey." "Yeah?" "Can I tell you something?" "Sure, but what?" "Bert's not missing he's dead." "How do you know?" He asked. I wasn't sure how'd he react but I need to tell Mikey. It's not right of me to lie. So I explained everything to him.
He laughed. "You're not a murderer well when it comes to Bert anyways." I widened my eyes at my brother. "What?" "You only killed Kyle and Bert's step dad. Not Bert. Does Frank know?" "Yeah." "Well I don't really give two shits. You're my brother I love you no matter what. Just don't kill me please." He laughed. "Don't worry I won't." I said with a smile. "I'm sorry you've been on your own lately. You should try hanging out with Frank, Ray and I more." He smiled and gave me a hug. "I love you brother." He smiled. "Well come on then." "Where are we going?" "To Frank's house." "He finally showed up to school?" "Yeah, he was smoking and drinking a lot. I think he's stressed out about something. But he wouldn't tell Ray or me what was wrong."

Mikey and I walked to Frank's house together. "Let me guess you and Ray are going to drink while Frank smokes." "I wish you were quiet again." "Since when the fuck are you bitchy?" "My best friend is bitchy." "You got a point." I said lighting up my cigarette. Mikey knocked on the door. Ray answered it. "Frank's really drunk. So am I." "You drank without me?" "Yeah, hi Gerard." Ray said with a smile. "Do you want a hug? You always seem sad. Oh! Wait you probably want a hug from Frankie." Mikey laughed. "I forgot my cigarettes I'll be right back." "Go follow him." "Okay, try not getting too wasted." He laughed.
I walked in Frank's room. "Hey, Gee. Fuck where did I put my cigarettes!" "We can share." "Okay." He said staring at me getting very close. "Frank are you alright?" "I'm fine just drunk." "I can tell." "Can I have another cigarette?" He asked me. "Have the pack." I handed him the pack of cigarettes. "Thanks." I smiled. "Are you sure your alright your acting a little weird." "I was just thinking about Bert. How similar we are or were." He said falling on his bed and passing out. "Frank?" He didn't respond.

I walked down stairs. "Where's Frank?" "He passed out." "He wouldn't shut up about you." Ray said passing the bottle to Mikey. "Yeah, when ever we hang out he talks about you." I blushed. "Really?" They both laughed. "Yeah, he's like a fucking school girl around you." They both laughed again. I rolled my eyes and drank with them. Once the three of us were completed drunk Frank woke up. "Wow are you okay? How much did you drink?" He said looking over at us. "I'm sober I don't know what your talking about." I said. He laughed. "Yeah, sure." Mikey was passed out on the floor and Ray was passed out on Frank's kitchen table. "I guess we did drink a lot." I said.

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