Love Fool | YoongixMalereader | ✔

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My father and I stand there for a little while. I do not wish to say that I do not know my father anymore, but I feel a bit lost, was or is my father into men? Was he just trying to figure out if he had sexual or emotional feelings for his friend? Was or is he even in love with my mother? My father sends me a half-smile when he sees my blank face "Son, if I had not met your mother and my friend still was alive, you might never have been born. Do not take it wrong, I love you more than anything, but I also loved my friend in another way than the way I love your mother" He says as his hand lays on my shoulder "Did you love him more than mother?" I ask, it somehow feels wrong to ask that question but I am learning a new side of my father, I need to know what he thinks and feels. "I do not know son, I loved him in a certain way and your mother in another way. It is hard to describe how you feel for another person. I still love your mother I do. When you fall in love with someone you will know different people in different ways" I dare not to look away from my father, I know what he thinks and I think about the same person. 

I know that he thinks about Yoongi, and so do I - but I am so new to love that I am curious to know if I am in love with Yoongi or not or if it is just because I never have fallen in love with anyone else. The world of love is new to me, sure I get love from Aunty, Father and most of the time also my mother. But to be in love is new, it all is. 

"Do you think I love that person?" I ask as my gaze continues to lay on my father, he smiles and his hands rub my shoulder "Does that person make you happy? Does the person make you want to be awake for every hour just to be with that person? Does that person make your heart race?" The questions fly out of his mouth and right into my ears. I stand there and without thinking I nod in response. "I also believe that you love that person, I can see how happy and dreamy you look when the person is in the picture" He softly slaps my shoulder, and kisses my forehead. He then walks away and leaves me alone. I do not know how long I have been here, but I also do not notice how Yoongi walks into the bedroom and stands there to look at me "Are you okay?" He softly whispers not coming too close "Yeah... I am more than okay" My gaze is on Yoongi, I walk over to him and grab his collar with my right hand. I softly pull him closer to me, it feels like I am floating in the sky, everything feels so light and peaceful. His hands wrap around my waist, it almost looks like it is something he also does. 

"Can... Can I?-" He tries to say something but I beat him to it, I pull him even closer and tilt my head a bit to the side, lean in and turn my brain off. My lips met his, everything he does makes me want to be awake for every hour just for him, he makes me happy, and he truly makes my heart race like a mad horse. 

I am truly in love with this man, and my father is right. I look happier with him in the room. 

"Yoongi?" I pull away with just a few centimetres "Yeah?" Yoongi answers me back "I... I am in love with you" Yoongi freezes and smiles.

"I am also so in love with you my dear" And our lips met again in the middle. I feel so loved.