Love Fool | YoongixMalereader | ✔

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It took a while for us to get to my home, it heavily snowed when we came closer and closer to my hometown, but we made it through. 
My family were sitting by the fireplace when Yoongi opened the house door. The sound of my family talking and laughing makes me happy. "I think they are here" I hear my aunty say from the living room, my aunty and father step out of the living room and out to the front door where Yoongi and I are taking off our coats "AH M/N and Yoongi welcome!" My aunty almost jumps into my arms, luckily Love is on the floor sniffing at the furniture around the front door. "Good to see you aunty" I give her a tight hug and she turns her attention to Yoongi and gives him one too. I give my father a tight hug, I really missed him... 

I see my mother still sitting in the living room holding a glass of wine, my father sees that I am looking at her "Take your time to forgive, she understands my son" I nod in response, Yoongi helps me take my stuff into my room. When we get to the bottom of the stairs again Yoongi stops me "M/N, can I hold your hand? Or is it too early?" I smile and lean in to give him a kiss on the cheek "Let us wait a bit" He nods and cares my cheek before we talk in the living room. We all sit there and talk for a while, well everyone but my mother, I can tell that she is a bit sad but does not want to be the centre of attention. She suddenly stands up from the chair and takes the coffee pot with her and into the kitchen, instead of going back to the conversation I stand up too and slowly follow her. 

Inside the kitchen, I am faced with her back, I slowly walk towards her and wrap my arms around her. She stops breathing for a second before turning her head around to see that it is me "Ah M/N, it is just you" I grin and nod as I see her making more coffee "Are you okay?" She stops her moves and then shakes like nothing is wrong, that is a lie. "Are you lying to me?" I hear her let out a sign "It is nothing for you to worry about M/N" "Mother, I know that you are sad about something, you did not come and say hello" My mother signs again and pubs my hands that around her waist "I know, I am holding myself because it is more important for you to feel comfortable about being around me again, that is all - anyway let me get this coffee out before it gets cold" I let go of her and watch as she slowly walks with the coffee pot "Mother" She turns around quickly and looks into my eyes, a small smile is on her lips and that makes me smile "I love you, I have not forgiven you yet. But you are my mother and I love you" I see water in her eyes as I say those words "I... I love you too my son" She tries to breath normal so that she will not cry in front of me. She slowly walks back into the living room where Yoongi is laughing with my aunty. 

I stand by the counter and let the side of my hip rest on the edge of the counter. I look outside the window and see the garden I love so much being covered in snow. I love seeing and being in the garden during the summer, but seeing how nature is changing the garden makes me smile. As a kid, I would sneak out at night, in my fluffy coat and run into the snow just to hear my mother yell at me to come inside again when she heard me laughing in the snow in the middle of the night when I was supposed to be asleep. I laugh at the memory, the sound of something hitting the counter, I turn my head and see Love sitting there looking at me "You are not supposed to sit on the counter" I pick Love up into my arms and let it rub its head onto my chin "I am getting your fur into my mouth" I laugh and pets Love's head, the sound the pour feels my heart. 

Hours go by, Love is on my lap while my head is lying on Yoongi's lap. My aunty went to sleep an hour ago due to the winter taking most of her energy, she is much of a summer person, the cold weather and dark days make her less energetic and that is okay. My father is talking on the phone with someone while my mother is knitting herself something, it looks hard and yet so relaxing. "Are you tired?" The voice from above my head whispers as he fitches with my hair "Abit, but I do not need to sleep" He nods and smiles at me "If you say so, are you cold?" I shake my head, my mother gave me a blanket earlier when I laid on Yoongi's lap, and afterwards, Love jumped onto my lap to sleep. Imagine sleeping for 12-16 hours, being awake for a few hours and then going back to sleep for half a day.

We all go to sleep around 9 PM, none of us has eaten a normal dinner since we ate snacks since Yoongi and I arrived at the house. So I pick Love up, says goodnight to my mother and father, and pull Yoongi with me upstairs. I leave him by his bedroom and leave a kiss on his cheek before leaving for my own with Love in my arms. "Good night M/N" He smiles before walking into his room. 

I get ready for bed and lie in my bed for a few hours, I check the clock and it is 11 PM. I look at Love who is sitting by the window looking outside with its tail swinging from side to side "I wonder why I can not sleep" I grin thinking about if it is because of Yoongi or just the coffee from earlier. It is like Love can read my thoughts, Love jumps down from the window and walks over to the closed door wanting to leave the room. I sign and stands up from my warm bed "Where are you off to?" Love walks out of the room but stops to look at me "Want me to follow?" Love seems to understand my question and walks down the hallway. When I follow Love, I walk past my parents' room on my right side and my aunty's room on my left. Love stops in front of Yoongi's door. "Want to go in there?" I say as low as I can, Love's paw tries to rub against the material, and I slowly open the door not wanting to wake up Yoongi if he was asleep "Go in before he wakes up" I whisper, Love, walks inside and jump onto his bed. 

The feeling of the blanket over Yoongi moving seems to have wakened him up, as I am about to leave and close the door I hear a rusty voice; "M/N? Is it you?"  Stop in my tracks and look over at him "Sorry, Love wanted to be in your room" He sends a soft smile "It is okay. Are you okay? You seem so awake" I sign "Can not sleep" He then pats his bed and slowly leans his back, back to the mattress, I slowly step closer to the bed and gets under the covers without pushing Love out of the bed. As I am lying on my back Yoongi pulls me closer to him. "Stay with me tonight, I have missed being close to you" I secretly grin "Goodnight Yoongi" Give him a kiss on the cheek and lay down on his shoulder with his arm around me, while Love is stretched out on the pace between up, almost making it look like a sausage.

I smile and let the warmth coming from Yoongi bring me into dreamland.