Love Fool | YoongixMalereader | ✔

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I wake up when I feel the car stop, I lift my head from the pillow and try to get my eyes to get adjusted to the lightning, I look out of the window and see my home and my aunty waiting outside with a sad smile on her face. I step out of the car and run into her arms "Oh my dear, I am so sorry that he does not support your dream. It will all be okay" I say nothing not wanting to cry. 

I am pushed into my room, I lay in my bed ready to go to sleep, but my aunty kneels down and cares my face with her free hand that is not stopping her from falling. "it will be okay dear if he does not accept your dream, then he might not be the one to be a part of your dream. He is not the only man out there who will be a part of your dream..." I close my eyes and nod, I know what she means but it still hurts to know that the man you love does not support your dream. She leaves a soft kiss on my head and leaves the room. I slowly pull the blanket over my head and pull my legs with me up to my chest. Everything starts to tremble again, and my sight under the blanket becomes blurry and dark. Everything in my hands is falling apart. 

Over the next few days, I do not leave my room unless it is to get food or shower. "Son please come out and have some fun, I know that times are hard these days but you need sunlight, the cat misses you, it has been crying out for you and sits at your spot" The mention of the cat breaks my heart after I left to spend time with Yoongi at his place I left the street cat behind for my father to take care of. The cat does not like my father as much as it likes me. I sign, slowly leave the room, and skips right past my aunty, mother, and other family members. I stand near my spot and call out for the cat "Love? Love where are you?" I sit on the bench and wait for Love to come out from the bushes, soon Love comes out and runs over to me. I pick Love up in my arms and start to give Love the biggest cuddles. "I am sorry for leaving you alone... I thought I had met the one to be a part of my dream, but maybe not. He broke me instead..." 

I continue to sit there hour after hour. My father eventually comes over to my spot and sits next to me "I have been invited to see stuff for my work in Rome, I was thinking about taking you with me to see the University and sign you up for a small apartment, how do you feel about it?" I look away from Love and over to my father. I think for a second and nod "I would love that, but what about Love? I have already left-" "Take Love with you, Love likes to stay with you, it can be in your apartment and enjoy laying on your bed when you are at school" Then I will not be alone, that is what I hear my father say. I nod at the idea and look back at Love, it is sleeping on my lap purring when I touch its ears and chin. 

My father tells the news to my aunty who is happy about Love staying at the apartment too. She tells me she will get me a bag to pack my things in, for when we have found an apartment I can use for my time in Rome. 

Sitting there with Love by my side, I can not help but think about Yoongi. How is? Has he noticed that I am no longer there? Has Namjoon said anything? Will Yoongi and I ever see each other again? Will I die alone because I am not attracted to any women? But I stop myself from believing that I will die alone. I am young I am not supposed to choose who to spend my whole life with now. It is too early for that... Love rubs its head on my hand to catch my attention "I know Love, I am just heartbroken that I had to choose between Yoongi and my dream..." Love lets out a meow and bites my finger, not too hard but just to pull me up from my whole of thoughts and pain. 

I wake up morning after morning waiting for my father to tell me that the apartment is ready and that he and I have to leave the house. My father and aunty have not told my mother about me moving to Rome yet, since she might do something about it, and I am not in the mood for her to ruin my dream. But funny enough my mother has not really talked to me, and if we talked it was only a short convocation, I think my father talked to her about her behaviour when I was staying with Yoongi. "We are leaving tomorrow morning son, go and help your aunty pack your things" I nod and walk upstairs to my room, my aunty is just ahead of me and has washed my clothing so that everything is clean and ready to use. 

She and I spend some time in my room, eventually, my father joins to make sure that I have everything I need plus some extra things. We carry the stuff down the stairs and outside I see a bigger car than my family's. "We have borrowed one of my friend's car so that we can have your stuff in there" I nod, and out we carry my stuff and after some time the car is loaded my his and my stuff mostly mine. I look down and see Love next to my looking at the car, I chuckle and pick it up, I think it is funny how I call Love 'it' well I never looked at whenever Love was a female or a male, I just did not care. I love Love, either way, it sounds weird but I do not care about that stuff.