march 25, 2017
the breeze blew my hair, causing it to tickle my neck. it was growing rather fast, but what was i to do about it? no point in cutting it, if i was about to die.
billie and i sat on the grainy sand, the sound of the waves crashing against each other being heard.
"are you gonna cut your hair," billie asked with a smile as she sat with me, my head lying on her thighs while looking up "do you want me to?"
i answered disregarding my death in 6 days.
"only if you want to," she answered, "i think it'd look cute though."
i rolled my eyes with a laugh "you think everything i do is cute." billies eyes fluttered down to look in mine, allowing my breath to get caught in my lungs.
i'll never get tired of that blue.
"you like it" was all she said, "i do" i laughed.
"so are you gonna cut it or not," she asked looking back up at the sky. of course i'm not, why would i cut my hair i'm about to die.
"yeah sure, i'll probably do it in another month, i want my roots to grow out a little more" i answered. my stomach turns at my simple lie to billie. i cannot help but let my heartache, she's so clueless.
"i wanna help" billie laughed.
"no fucking way, you're gonna mess it up" i laughed with her, billie looks down "i'm not!"
i glared at her perfect face, loving her smile, her dimples, her everything "no."
she flicked my forehead, causing my eyes brows to furrow "did you just flick my forehead?"
"and did, what're you gonna do" she teased, i got up walking away.
i wasn't actually leaving, just messing with her per usual. playing jokes with billie, playing jokes on billie was something i loved to do, only because she is truly the biggest jokester.
"eden," she shouts my name and i laughed "come back," billie says.
she soon had reached me and now our toes had been grazed by the salty beach water.
billie smiled in my face "you weren't even gonna leave i'm too irresistible."
i scoffed playfully "shut up."
i looked up, the moon glowed down just slightly on billies face. it created such a different glow on her face i was astounded.
"you're so pretty my eilish," i said with a laugh.
"my eilish," she mocked with a smile.
i allow my hair to cover my blush as billie kisses my forehead, "i make you blush awe" eilish teases at me.
i made an attempt to gather some of the water, but most of it fell out right through my hands.
"i know you didn't just-," she gasped. billie interrupts herself by splashing water on me.
i jokingly pushed billie as i pout, "now my pants are wet."
"well now my shirts are wet" billie responded.
she had pushed me, making me fall into the water with a scream. i laughed at my now drenched clothes, "i hate you oh my gosh."
billie was dying of laughter in front of me, which i didn't find very funny. so i pushed her making her fall back.
