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TEARS I SHED (Sad/cheating)
She looks away, can't seem to gather enough thoughts for what's happening right now. She can't keep her breathing steady can't seem to focus on anything.
Jungkook cheated on her
In his drunken daze jungkook doesn't seem to realize the weight of his confession, he watches Lisa with sad confused eyes.
Lisa can't look at him, she can't. Everything feels like it's crashing down, all too quick no way to stop it. Her hands shake at her side and she's almost at a lost for words. "What?" And although she tries to hide the tremor in her voice it seeps through still.
"Lisa?"
And Lisa can't understand why he's calling her name like that, calling her name like it weighs on his tongue, like it means something to him. And those familiar lips that part to speak her name makes her nauseous.
"Don't fucking say my name." Lisa forces out she still won't look at him, can't. She can hear, feel, the way jungkook gets closer, the heat familiar to her.
"Lisa? Look at me."
Of course she doesn't look though, she wants to run and hide so Jungkook doesn't get the pleasure of her tears. But her body betrays her and a low whimper leaves her lips.
"I-it was an accident." Jungkook mumbles out.
First she feels the fan of his breath, then she feels those long fingers caress her face, big warm palm pressed against her cheek. And at once she's looking at Jungkook.
His face is completely red, his eyes dark yet big and filled with questions. His chocolate brown hair overgrown and falling against his eyes. "I-it was an accident I swear, I wasn't in my right mind. I-I didn't even realize. It was just a kiss."
"If I hadn't gotten to that club when I did jungkook..." she pauses and his eyes shift away from Jungkook's own. "Who know what could have happened."
But we all know after grief comes anger and that's what Lisa felt after replaying the scene of jungkook kissing that girl over in her head. "Your a man Jungkook! You could have pushed her away, there is no way she could over power you."
"But-"
"Not only that but I asked you to come home! Instead you went to party with a 'co-worker'"
"I needed a break lalisa! I needed a break from everything!" He yells back, and her brows furrow and she immediately steps back. "Baby you don't understand..." he says in a whiny soft voice. "Everyday it's the same routine, work and then when I come back home it's too late to spend some time with you...half the time I come back from work your asleep."
"I-I try to stay up jungkook I do." She stutters out she finds her fingers crossed and pressed over her chest.
"It's not your fault." He clarifies, "I just want to go out with friends."
"To which I was okay with jungkook! For weeks upon weeks!" She exasperates, Almost out of breath "Just this once I asked if you could come home straight after work because I had something to tell you." And the tears start falling out of her eyes again and she can't control the broken sobs leaving her lips.
"I-I don't know if it's only me, but I feel this drift growing between us jungkook. And every attempt I try to make, to reel you back in you slip away more, slackening the rope."
"Lis"
"No." She shakes her head, "Nope don't lis me"
"Baby I'm sorry." Jungkook reaches forward and tries to grab her hands but she steps away, and lines of distraught covers his forehead. "Baby please, it was a mistake it will never happen again, that kiss meant nothing! You know I only love you."
"But do you?" She lets out defeated.
"Lisa you know I do." He whispers slowly taking steps towards her, he takes it as a good sign when he reaches for her hand and he's able to hold it. But her face is still soaked with tears and all he wishes to do is wipe them and kiss her sadness away. "Baby please. What did you want to tell me, I'm here now."
"It's obviously not important." She mumbles, jungkook clucks his tongue and rubs his hand over his face. "Lisa please just tell me."
It's dark in their kitchen and barely lit by their large condo window, the moonlight shines down on them encasing their bodies in dark silhouettes. Lisa rubs her hand down the soft silky fabric of her night gown, her eyes travel over Jungkook's disheveled work clothes the first two buttons pulled open and his tie is barely hanging on.
"Baby." He whispers, reclaiming her attention.
She looks into his big round eyes, shining white from the moonlight and she takes in a deep breath. "I'm pregnant jungkook."
