My Ex Mafia

Chapter 37

Chapter 37
My Ex Mafia

Nicole

I woke up to the sun shining on my face which made me scrunch my face a little. As I turned my body to face away from the sun I came to a stop as I hit a hard figure. "What the-" I said softly as I slowly lifted my body to see what I had hit.

To my surprise it was Sylvester sleeping on his arms with his back out. He never slept in, he never has not even when we were officially together. He would always be gone when I woke up but today he was here.

Did I regret last night? Yes and No. I felt guilty and dirty but I also felt happy in a sense, I haven't touched his body in 2 years and I haven't been felt the way he makes my body feel in 2 years. I felt guilty because of this, I built up my walls and restraints from him for so long and he broke it all down.
I felt guilty because I hadn't realised how much I  missed his touch, his lips and the way he made my body feel until now.

I looked down at Sylvester sleeping and thought to myself whether I had made a mistake or not.

Phone Vibrates

I picked up my phone on the side table and saw I had a message from Kevin. "I'm going to be out the whole day today on work so I'll see you tomorrow ,I hope you have a good day😘"

Right there as I read the message I could feel my guilt grow bigger as I started to feel sick. I got out of bed and began to get dressed in some slacks. "Nicole?" I heard him say roughly into the sheets as he started to wake up. "Come back to bed please" he said as he fought the urge to get out of bed. "I can't Sully, I need to get going and so should you"

He let out a heavy sigh as he finally got up and sat on the side of the bed. " What's wrong now Nicole?" He said trying to hide his annoyed tone but it slipped. "This is wrong, what we did was wrong we should have never done this" I let out.

He stood up and slowly walked towards me. "Is it? Is the way you kissed me wrong? Is the way you moaned my name wrong? The way I touched you, the way I made you feel?" He said so soothing as he placed his left hand on my cheek slowly rubbing it. I was mesmerized by the way he spoke and by the way he looked at me that I lost focus on what he was asking me.

He looked down at my lips as he slowly moved closer to them. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before saying "Kevin"and he stopped midway. He stepped away from me and walked out the door without saying a word. I wanted to follow him but I knew it wouldn't end well so I stayed in my room and got ready for breakfast.

Once I was done I walked out to the kitchen expecting to see Sylvester there but he wasn't, it was just Rico and Sylvesters Father sitting at the kitchen table talking together. I walked up to the fridge and grabbed an apple to eat. "Where's Sully?" I asked Rico and he looked at me confused. "I thought he was with you , you know after last night and stuff?" He chuckled making me groan. "I'd rather not talk about that, we had an off moment earlier and I haven't seen him since " I replied.
"Jesus Nikki, just when I think you two are getting better there's always an off moment " he said making me roll my eyes. Rico kissed my forehead and said "he's probably in the gym or something" and I smiled a little as he left the kitchen leaving me alone with Sylvester's father. My last in counter with him wasn't the best, infact we haven't spoken about it and I feared that we would now.

I could feel his eyes glaring at me, it was pure hatred, he hated me and honestly I wasn't such a big fan of his either. I was about to open my mouth to say something but he just shook his head as he sipped his coffee and that's when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
It was Sylvester and he was dressed in his normal day to day business attire, which meant he wouldn't be around the house for a few hours which meant I would spend another day alone in this hell mansion. "Sylvester we need to discuss the measures that will take place now that Alberto is dead" Sylvester's father said.

I had completely forgotten about that. Sylvester killed Alberto last night that's why he had the blood on his shirt and that's probably why Kevin is out the whole day as well.

"We shall, there's a meeting that will take place in an hour on what happens next." Sylvester said while as he grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge. "Now that Alberto is dead does that mean this one can leave?" His father said refering to me.
I was ready to retaliate but I didn't as I also wondered the same. The only reason why I was forced into living in Sylvester's place was because of Alberto and now that he is gone that meant I was free. I looked at Sylvester as I waited for him to response. I knew not to get my hopes up because I knew the answer already, but I was shocked.

He looked at me for a second with no expression on his face before turning to his father. "Yes." He said and left. I was happy and confused at the same time mostly because I expected him to say no and give a lecture, but that was the case. I walked out too and followed him before he could leave.

"Sylvester?" I said but no answer. "Sylvester" "Sylvester Gravano stop!" I yelled and he did. "Seriously are we back to the silent treatment again?" I said annoyed. He turned to look at me as he was about to say something but he didn't, he just continued to walk away.

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