"Room mein, aapko araam ki zaroorat hai sidharth please jakar sojaye !" after sharing a deep passionate moment, shehnaaz is feeling terrible extremely off, rueful, disappointed and anguished in herself.
He took initiative, under the consumption of alcohol which usually happens as drinks tend to arise sexual desires blaming or holding him responsible is going to make no sense because she was completely conscious to push him away "if I want you to stay by my side, will you leave me alone ?" he asks, pulling her to himself due to which her breath stuck and heart pounded.
He breath heavily, inside crook of her neck she couldn't stand properly feeling intense dizziness due to their intimate moments "aditi uth jayegi" stammers a sexy smile plays on his luscious lips witnessing her nervousness as well as will to stay by his side, didn't chose to abandon him.
"Aap please sojaye !" having nothing else to escape she came up with request sighing turns her around to study her pretty orbs reflecting anxiousness.
"Make me sleep !" demands, like a child similar to what aditi does, no wonder like father like daughter "g, main .." eyes widen, in astonishment "hmm, chalo mere saath" without listening stubbornly dragged her inside tripping on track landed on mattress sidharth above shehnaaz his body weight and the sudden fall causes her over-coat to open and reveal her silk gown to which his intense orbs darken reflecting extreme desire and attraction.
It made her gasp, nervously follows his dark orbs possessing every inch of her alluring body with immense want, she could feel, her body submitting to it, as it made no efforts to hide itself "fuck, where have you been all my life ?" heard sidharth's regretful tone his eyes were seeking silent permission to admire her shutting eyes, permitted him to consume her, even tho mind battled against it.
A drop of painful tear, streams down, burning her cheeks into ashes, anxiously opens to meet his forehead calmly resting against hers "sidharth" panics what has happen to him, she was literally waiting to be consumed under his desires instead of kissing her she is watching him in a completely broken state "I don't deserve to have someone as pure as beautiful as you ... shehnaaz ... stay away from me .. expect the worst from me .. I am only capable of destruction !" tears roll down from his eyes, landing to her cheeks, then sliding down her neck.
"Mujhe jaan ne ke koshish mat karo toote huwe dil ko jaan ne ka kya faida jiske andar as emotions bohut pehle he maar diye gaye haun, jisne apne dil ki charo taraf deewarein khade karde haun, jiske qareeb jakar tumhe sirf takleef mile ur smart, young and extremely beautiful, don't try to understand broken man like me cause tum chah kar bhi samajh nahi sakte !" realising this closeness, got off her by emotionally laying down beside shehnaaz.
"I don't know, I can't even imagine what you have gone through lekin sidharth main jaan na chahte hoon, samajhna chahte hoon, mehsoos bhi karna chahte hoon ek baar share karke toh dekhiye, kya pata dil halka hojaye is tarah aapko sharab peene ki zaroorat na pade" she says, clutching his hand, resting beside hers as if providing strength and courage for him to open up, trust on her "kya bataun, yeh ke kis tarah maine apna dil ek ladke ko tod ne ke liye de diya tha ? kis tarah usne mera istemaal kiya aur phir paisaun ke liye, mujhe chor ke mere dost ke paas chale gaye ?" snorts, sarcastically laughing on himself his destiny.
"Jin bataun ko aap aaj tak kisi ke bhi saamne khol kar nahi bata sake sab bata dijiye, jinko, aap ne apne dil mein kaaye saalo se daba kar rakha hai, trust kar ke dekho dost hone ke naate, kasam lage, jis din se aap share karna seekhoge drinks ki adat aur zaroorat apne aap kum par jayegi" she assures.
"Main nahi chahte aap in drinks ka sahara lekar apne zindagi barbaad kardo I don't want aditi to become another shehnaaz or kavya mere papa ne mom ki death ke baad sabse asaan yahe tareeka dhoonda khudko khatum karne ka u won't believe ... unko apna dhuk hamare dhuk se itna bara laga ... hum dono ka khayal tak unke deemag se nikal gaya, mom ki yaad mein, alcohol ko apna saathe bana liya aur dekhte dekhte chote se umar mein dhake khaane ke liye hume akela chod diya, due to excessive amount of alcohol and smoking unko heart attack huwa, mom died fighting cancer jiske sazah papa me hume de !"
"Aap batao hamara kya kasoor tha upar wale ne maa ko apne paas bula liya jiske sazah, dad ne apne jaan hamare saamne khud ko ahista ahista khatum karte huwe le le khud toh kamzor hokar chale gaye hume ladne ke liye akela chod gaye, maine kuch bhi karke kavya aur khudko sambhal liya aditi ka kya doesn't have anybody other than u aap uske duniya ho sab ho do u think it's fair to ruin yourself or that poor child for a characterless women like her ?"
"Your being selfish, aap uske gunnah ki sazah aditi ko de rahe ho ek chote se jaan ko jiske subah aapka chehra dekh kar chamak uthta hai aur raat sukoon se guzar jaate hai, paisa ya property aapke baad usko khushi nahi de payega"
"Agar aap yeh sochte hain khud ko harr raat sazah de kar khatum kar lainge" she doesn't want him to drink anymore, she doesn't wish to see her aditi so innocent, cute and lovely angel to face what she and her sister have, they're fighting battles everyday to survive in this world.
"It helps me to suppress my emotions, painful memories every night ananya haunts me shehnaaz us aurat ne yahan se jaane ke baad bhi jeena haram kar rakha hai, main khud ko is sab mein nahi daal na chahta lekin main majboor hoon yaar uske yaadein, uska diya huwa dhoka faraib kaatne ko dorta hai" it made his voice choke her heart clench to view him breaking, she has, always seen him in a rough and tough attitude.
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RomanceA story where young bubbly shehnaaz gill aspires to become worlds no 1 chef to support her dreams chose to become caretaker of an adorable 6 year old aditi malhotra daughter of very famous business man sidharth malhotra recently divorced fighting fo...
