Chapter 36

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"Please tell me, don't keep anything to yourself sidharth stop holding yourself responsible aap kisi aur ke kiye ki sazah ek masoom bache ko de rahe hain" to her request sidharth completely tore apart shedding painful tears covering his face regretting decision and destroying life of an innocent angel, wish he must have fallen for a better girl than a gold digger, ananya back stabbed him worse stranded his daughter when she was newly born crying to be embraced by her mother, a newly born child yearns to be loved by their mother what was aditi's fault, she was done loving him, she was out of love right, she wanted to marry his bestfriend just cause his business was reaching heights, she could've done compromise to take care of aditi being a mother she threw her aside as if aditi is some kind of burden, a problematic stone acting between their divorce.

It's solely his mistake, therefore, punishes himself feeling terrible encircles his neck to bring him closer to herself without refraining gave into her dipping his face inside crook of her sexy neck and crying his heart out, she breaks to meet a strong unbreakable, rough and tough man weakening and falling apart "shh, it's okay, sab sahi hojayega" assures, stroking his back and shedding tears her heart is giving up, acting stronger in front of him was becoming an impossible task yet shehnaaz controls her emotions to console sidharth.

"I hate myself, I fucking hate myself .. shehnaaz .. apne zindagi ka itna zaroori faisla maine jaane anjaane mein kiya, jiske sazah main ab tak jhail raha hoon" murmurs, his voice cracking and breaking, finding it difficult to put emotions into words "I made terrible decisions, pehle toh, ek aise insaan ko dost maan kar chala joh kisi saanp se kum na tha, saala, saga bann ke, mere khushiyaun ko khaa gaya main us se college mein mila tha, I wasn't rich woh bhi nahi tha" getting out of her protective embrace sidharth walks away to distract himself from shehnaaz staying closer to her makes him speechless.

"Arjun ke ghar ke halaat kaafi kharab thai, I was, from an upper middle class family while his financial situation was terrible pehle baar mein milte .. hum ache dost bann gaye .. ananya hamare class ki sabse hot ladke thi college ka har ladka usko date karna chahta tha .. she used to act bichare jaise usko na fadak he nahin padta harr ek ke saamne ache family se belong hone wale ek simple, sundar aur susheel ladke bann kar rehte thi jiska motive time paas .. karna nahi balke pyaar karke shaadi karna hai" she stood behind him, as his memories were getting refreshed and reopening his old painful wounds.

"I was kind of attracted to her but I started falling when I used to witness her dumping people their proposals and looking for an honest man mujhe kuch waqt ke liye laga ke joh woh apne aapko dekha rahe haina sach hai, us mein koi jhoot, koi dhoka ya faraib nahi .. I approached her for friendship thinking she might dump me too .. little did I know .. she will play with my feelings us ghatiya aurat ne mujhe apne isharo par nachaya yeh dekha kar ke woh bade ache insaan hai, dekhte dekhte, graduation wale din maine usko propose he kar dala, she told me, uske ghar wale nahi .. maan ne wale jab tak main ache job nahi dhoond laita .." sarcastically, commented.

"I was a brilliant student, apply karte saath mujhe best opportunities mile so me being a complete idiot asked her hand for marriage kaash mere parents .. zinda hote .. unhe dekh kar pata chalta mere liye ananya sahi bhi thi ya nahi"

"Arjun was jobless, main uske thode bohut help karta tha side by side maine shaadi karne ke baad investments karna bhi shuru karde thi cause ananya ki soch thi ke 2 lac ki salary se hamara guzara nahi hoga moreover saniya, uske shaadi ki responsibility aur future mein bache handle karna mushkil hoga so me being stupid kept using my savings and lucks meanwhile I lost contact of arjun bina bataye saala shehar chod kar bhaag gaya tha"

"It took me years, to open up company and providing her luxurious lifestyle uska pait toh jaise paisaun se bharne ka naam he nahi laita tha, she was not happy with anything, business parties mein dusre mardaun se mil kar meri success aur mujhko chota mehsoos karwane lage unke wives se jealous bhi hone lage meri mehnat toh jaise use nazar ane bandh he hogaye"

"Is tarah, hamare beech ladayan hone shuru hogaye uska pyaar fraud ya phir jhoota mehsoos hone lag pada kyunke hamare baat paise se shuru  paise par khatum hojate thi, ek din, achanak behosh hone ki wajah se hume pata laga ananya pregnant hai usne yeh baat humse chupaya thi saniya ne jab mujhe bataya hamare beech phirse ladaye huwe cause she was planning to abort it" felt her eyes widen and heart drop in stomach, what kind of a disgusting women so heartless, selfish, money minded and inhuman !

"It wasn't planned, I know but I used to tell her ke hume kar laina chahiye hogaya tha toh usko abort karne ka faisla uske akele ka kaise hosakta tha ?" his tearful gaze acted like a piercing needle "sidharth" as soon as witnesses him weakening and falling over his knees, immediately, rushes to engulf her devastated sidharth and provides him much needed affection.

"Can you imagine, she was going to abort aditi my daughter, my world, my everything without my knowledge, how could she be so cruel ?" cries asks helplessly, staring shehnaaz, looking for an answer, she herself was in a state of shock just a mere thought is horrible and gut wrenching.

"That day, I had lost every ounce of respect Love for her as a father my sole concern was to protect my child, I did by warning that shameless women after all abortion is against ... law having no other  choice she had to give into my demand especially if she wanted me to divorce her !"

"I still had hope for continuing our relationship for the sake of aditi .. I would have accepted her although she didn't deserve a second chance, as parent I might have compromised on happiness taken her back but she didn't want to keep aditi, ek din, business party mein hamare mulakat us arjun se huwe, hum dono shock hogaye usko .. wahan dekh kar .. us position mein .. kyunke na uske paas paisa tha na degree jitne paise thai us ke uncle ne padhaye mein laga diye phir ek dum se raat-o-raat itna ameer kaise bann gaya ?"

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