"Matlab yeh ke main kabhi khud ko mauka de bhi paunga ya nahi, hamare past experience na bohut kuch seekha jaate hain jiske chalte zindagi ko yah phir kehlo pyaar ko dusra mauka daine se bhi, dil darr jata hai, we force ourselves to collect reasons in-order to stay intact .. persistent .. pushing even a thought of having happy future ... as if cursed to ever live one we make our mind hence ... we don't reason to twist or turn, although, there could be I had many to accept your love .. mine too yet I did what my mind compelled me to do denying every aspect of living a happy life until an unless I push my mind to think the other way around .. jaise ke mere deemag mein yeh khayal tha kai kya pata tu shaadi ke baad aditi ko attention na de ya phir ho sakta hai mera divide rahe tujhse tolerate na ho it doesn't mean you gave me reasons .. to think that way, no sweetheart you haven't it was my evil pea sized brain playing the game .. I was doubtful kya pata hamara babe hone ke baad tu aditi ko utna .. pyaar na de payee joh woh deserve karte hai lekin mere dil ne tere haq par gawahe de jiske baad my confession turned out to be easier !" he explained pressing soft kisses, time to time, making her feel extremely loved and grateful.
"Hayeee, sache mere khaatir aapke dil ne gawahe de, na karo kasam lage itna acha maine kabhi bhi mehsoos nahi kara .. sidharth ek baat puchaun ?" she tilts her head, from his shoulder rests herself over his naked chest, to look in to his captivating orbs while conversing even though her assets are grinding against his chest making him groan in a lot of pain .. control .. frustration.
"Puch na, meri jaan ?" encourages to speak, does after taking a deep breath "like, is this why you, I mean .. wanted to use protection" he understood from where her questions were coming "no, look at me .. do you think that could be the reason .. I swear babe I want us to have one more child but only when your ready .. main nahi chahta ke teri marzi ke bina kuch bhi ho, mujhe hamara bacha equally pyaara hoga jaise ke aditi hai" she calms down, feeling stress relieved, leaned over to kiss him "ek waqt ke liye main darr gaye thi" she had this fear what if he denies having another child .. in their upcoming future with a fear to share the love which he bestow's upon aditi.
"I don't need another anytime soon, but I would love to experience how it feels to carry a babe of our love .. just that .. else I already feel too lucky we have an amazing child, she loves us the most you know why she is special cause she chose me as her mother .. without any expectation" smiles tearfully imagining their meet-up missing her as well as her sweet babyish fragrance ❤️
"Oh I see, does this makes me special too ?" asks to lighten up their serious conversation "why are you getting jealous, mr handsome !?" she giggles feeling her back resting against the mattress.
"Of course I will .. I chose you too .. why does she get to earn all the credit ?" complaint, like a child shaking head, pulls his grumpy cheeks.
"Fuck, don't do it !" he hates it, she loves doing it "acha mere none cute se pyaare pati muh banane ki zaroorat nahi .. aap bhi na .. bache ho, I think I don't need another child anytime soon as you two are more than enough" she expressed, happily.
"Is that so ?" she nods, he mischievously took her lower lip between his teeth, and nibbled hard due to which she winced in pain "okay, as you wish so better take pills from tomorrow" she twisted lips.
"Hmm .. shit, we have a court hearing tomorrow" curses under her breath "I know, calm down just relax trust me .. we're winning this !" he says in a lot of determination "really, I hope so, but what's in your mind .. I mean ... plan ?" he smirks "don't worry, everything is set I have evidence prepared too .. what do think why was I so calm during the entire wedding ?" she breath a sigh of relief.
"Whatever happened after the last trial I feel so scared, to put our little princess back through it again .. ananya was going to create a scene after we brought her home, until an less you gave her warning .. at times I can't believe, she gave birth to such an innocent girl .." seals her mouth over sudden change of his facial expressions.
"I meant she is such a bitch !" realising her body getting tense lovingly stroked her back.
"I know darling, you don't have to justify !" gives assurance "hmm .." she relaxes herself.
"Then, why do you look so tense ?" noticing lines forming on his forehead "I use to feel the same it would haunt me due to which I took easier step .. escape is better than acceptance .. but until when shehnaaz I have realised one or the other day the feeling of escape doesn't provide peace, it awakes endless test with restlessness .. sukoon nahi milta phir chahe aap kahin par bhi kyun na chale jao us waqt koi chees kisi ka sahara kaam nahi ata isliye situations se bhaagne se behtar .. unko face karna hai .. dair se he sahi is baat ka ehsaas hogaya hai"
"Jis chehre ko dekh kar mujhe gussa .. regret feel hota tha aaj use chehre ko dekh kar, ek bepannah sukoon sa mehsoos hota hai .. na jaane kyun usko dard de raha jabke woh mujh mein apne khushi .. talaash kar rahe thi" he sadly says she gently cups his face "mistakes happen remember we're stupid imperfect human beings" laughs, making smile to be honest he never felt so happy and satisfied like he now feels having her as his wife in his arms ❤️
"If she's my heart your the beat to it 😍" he kisses her lips passionately expressing his endless love.
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MOHABBATEIN (COMPLETED)
RomanceA story where young bubbly shehnaaz gill aspires to become worlds no 1 chef to support her dreams chose to become caretaker of an adorable 6 year old aditi malhotra daughter of very famous business man sidharth malhotra recently divorced fighting fo...
