Chapter 2

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~Blaine~

"Hey you going to Puck's party tonight, Blaine?" I hear Sam ask me when we enter gym class. "Cant I have tutoring." He looks surprised so I continue. "I have to pass math but I just don't get the material so I asked a guy in my class to tutor me." I explain.

"But think of the girls there, dude you really want to turn that down to go study with some nerd?" Sam looks at me as he says this. It's like he's waiting for me to come to my senses. "Kurt's not a nerd he's just smart. And I really can't afford to fail math my dad would kill me." I tell him because it's true my dad has a temper especially toward me at times. I really don't want to give him a reason to notice me any more than he does.

"Whatever man just stop by after tutoring." I nod and let the conversation drop. I don't want to tell Sam I hate all the parties. He's my best friend and I like hanging out with him I just never really get into the partying. Plus if I am being honest I really do want to hang out with Kurt. There is just something about him something in the way he talks or in the way he presents himself that just makes me really want to get to know him. It's like he doesn't see how adorable he really is.

I shouldn't have these feelings about him. I don't understand why I can't just like girls I mean they're beautiful and I'm attracted to them but not the way I'm attracted to Kurt. I know I'm gay but no one else does. I try to hide it from everyone because I have to be popular, I have to fit in. I don't think my friends would really want to be my friends if they found out who I really was. I made a mistake when I was 10 yrs. old and told my dad that I really liked this boy in my class and thought he was beautiful. He said I won't have a fairy for a son that was the first time he beat me. After that I watched what I said, I try to make good grades and stay out of his radar until I'm old enough to move out.

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It's nearly 3 when I get a text from Kurt.

Kurt: Hey it's Kurt. Are you still coming by today to study?

Blaine: Of course if that's still ok? Just text me your address

I put my phone down and start to drive home. I want to hurry and shower and be gone to Kurt's house before my dad gets home. By the time I pull in the driveway I notice Kurt has sent the directions.

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