Matapos naming mag lunch papunta na kami ngayon sa unit niya. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit kelangan doon pa. I mean hello? Ganun ba ka confidential ang pag uusapan namin. Gustuhin ko mang tumanggi ay hindi ko na ginawa dahil alam kong papagalitan niya na naman ako.
I do not like what I am feeling. Parang deja vu eh. Gantong-ganto rin yung nangyari noon. Pero hindi ko hahayaang maulit na naman ito.
We took the elevator but the silence is still eating us. Nung nasa floor niya na kami ay wala pa rin kaming kibuan.
He get his keycard and opens the door.
"Sit down at the living room. May kukunin lang ako."
I just nodded and followed his orders. Ngayon ko lang napansin ang kabuuan ng unit niya. Same with his office black din ang theme dito. Masyadong panlalaki. Meron din siyang grand piano sa my tapat ng L shape sofa niya, kung saan ako ngayon naka upo. Ang linis din neto. Talo sa apartment namin ni Mandz. May mini bar din siya sa my gilid ng dining area.The last time I was in here hindi ko nagawang obserbahan ang lugar na ito kasi ayoko ng magkaroon pa ng kahit anong koneksyon sa kanya. Ayokong may maalala tungkol sa nangyari samin. Pero tulad ng sinabi ni Mandz, mukhang ang tadhana na nga talaga ang nagpapalapit samin.
When he returned, may dala siyang envelope. Napataas ang kilay ko dito. Binuksan niya ito at inilapag sa glass center table.
"Read this."
Kinuha ko naman ito ang sinumulang mag basa.
It says:Dom and Sub Agreement
I, _______________________ have agreed on the terms and conditions as the Dom's submissive.
I shall follow all of His rules as stated below. And I will not restrain on His orders until the last day of _________ , _________.
RULES:
1. Obey and follow the Dom at all times.
2. The agreement is exclusively for the Dom and Sub only. Therefore, telling/sharing it to other people is strictly prohibited.
3. The Sub is not allowed to be with other man/men (except for her family only)
4. The Sub shall do anything to pleasure her Dom
(physically and sexually)
5. The Sub shall address her Dom as Sir or Master in order to give respect.
6. The Sub is not allowed to touch and sleep with her Dom.
7. The Sub is not allowed to hurt or pleasure herself.
8. The Sub should beg for the Dom's attention and He must agree first before the Sub do what she wants to do.
9. The Sub will stay in the Dom's place, depending on the Dom's decision.
10. The Dom and the Sub have no emotional attachment.Do all of these, then the Sub will be rewarded by the Dom.
However, restraint/s to His rules and orders will lead to punishment/s.
PUNISHMENTS:
1. Physical pain
2. Sexual pain
3. Both physical and sexual painThe Sub shall have a safe word black to use in order for the Dom to not continue the said punishment.
Signed by (over printed name and signature) :
____________________Date: ____________________
Expiration of the Agreement:
After 3 monthsMy eyes grew bigger at hindi pa rin sakin nag sisink in ang mga nabasa ako. Was this a joke?
"What kind of shit is this?"
I said with a serious tone. Tiningnan niya lang ako habang nakatayo ito sa harapan with his hands on his pockets.
"It is an agreement for the both of us. I want you be to my Sub."
Napatawa na lang ako ng malakas.
I was holding my tummy and I wipe some of the tears of joy on my eyes.
"Seryuso ka? Ano to? Ako si Ana tapos ikaw si Mr. Grey? Tigilan mo nga ako sa mga kalokohan mo."
I then grab my bag. Akmang aalis na ako nang bigla niya akong hinapit sa bewang at binuhat.
"What the hell?! Put me down you son of a bitch!"
Sigaw ko habang pinagpupukpok ang dibdib niya. Subalit hindi naman ito natinag kahit kunti. Sa halip ay naupo ito at pinadapa ako sa lap niya.
I was about to stand up again but he tightly grip both of my legs.
"I can't take it anymore! I will have to punish you. That's your 11th offense for pete's sake."Itinaas nito ang suot kong dress pataas.
"What're you doing you asshole!?"
"Shut the fuck up! Just count. Understood?!"
Matapos iyon ay ibinaba niya ang undie ko. Abat rerapin niya ba ako? I swear to God pag ginahasa niya ako ay ililibing ko talaga siya ng buhay.Ngayon, ramdam ko na ang mainit niyang palad sa pang-upo ko. Suddenly, he spank it. Hard.
*pak!*
"Count!"
Nung una naguluhan pa ako pero sinunod ko rin naman ang gusto niya.
*pak!*
"I said count."
"ttwoo.."
Napaimpit ako dahil mas malakad yung pangalawa niyang palo.
"No baby, we will start from the very beginning. Now, count loud and clear."
*pak!*
"One!"
I shouted at the top of my lungs.
*pak!*
"Two!"
Para akong bata sa ginagawa niya.
*pak!*
"Three!"
Hindi ko maiwasang mapaluha. Pero hindi hinayaan na tumulo ito. Ayokong makita niya na nasasaktan ako.At first I thought na ipapaabot niya sa 11 since I commited 11 offenses at him. Ngunit tumigil na rin ako. Kaya naman kahit papano ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag.
Alam kong namumula na ang pang-upo ko ngayon.
"Your ass is gorgeously red right now." sabi niyang habang umayos ng upo.Inayos muna neto ang ang undie at dress ko bago ako pinaupo sa lap niya. Actually, masakit pa nga kaya hindi ako maka upo ng maayos. Pero sinunod ko na lang siya dahil baka paluin niya na naman ako.
My eyes are on the floor, without saying or making a sound. Hinaplos naman neto ang kaliwang pisngi ko para maharap ko siya.
"Baby, look at me."
Ang sweet ng boses niya pero ayoko talagang tumingin dito.
Nagulat na lang ako ng bigla netong ipinulupot ang mga braso sa aking bewang.
"Forgive me, I only did that because you are so stubborn to listen and believe in me."
Who is this man hugging me tightly? Ibang iba na yung aura niya kesa kanina.Isiniksik neto ang mukha sa may leeg ko. I can feel his breath at naamoy ko rin ang mabango niyang perfume.
"I want you, baby.... I want you to be my Sub. Trust me.... just trust me."
He whispers.
Tinanggal ko na mga braso na nasa bewang ko.
"Where's your pen?"
Kalmadong tanong ko dito, nag titimpi lang ako. Umalis naman ito para kumuha ng pen sa malapit na drawer.
"Are you sure about your decision?"
Gusto kong tumawa na malakas dahil sa sinabi niya.
"Bakit pag umayaw ba ako eh tatanggapin mo pa rin ang offer ng kompanya namin?"
Nanahimik naman ito at tiningnan lang ako.
"See what I mean? May isa akong salita. A deal is a deal."
Yumuko ako fi-nill up-an na ang kontrata. Bumuntong hininga muna ako ng malalim bago tuluyan itong pinirmahan.
"Mia."
"Hmm?"
"Let us talk about these stuffs. Ask me anything that bothers your mind. I will try my best para ipaintindi sayo."A part of me wants to get to know him more. Maybe this set up might work.
"Bakit kelangan pa ng kontrata? Tutuparin ko naman ang sinabi ko kahit wala yan. And what's with the rules and punishments?"
Naupo na rin ito sa tabi ko bago niya ako sinagot.
"It's for a formal agreement and also a proof na alam mo ang pinasok mo. I have an Attorney for that. Then, dun naman sa rules and punishments, it is not just for my sake kundi pati na rin sayo."
"Paano naman ako nakapasok dyan? Base sa mga nakalagay ay ikaw ang taga utos habang ako naman ang taga sunod. Now tell me, anong kagandahan ang nakuha ko dun?"
Bigla naman itong napangiti. Ano bang nakakatawa? May toyo talaga tong taong to sa utak.
"You really are a smart girl, Mia. The thing that you will get from this agreement of ours? Well, the answer is Me. Sayo lang ako, but dapat ganun ka rin. You will feel things that you have never been experience before. And this will also teach you a lesson."
Napaismid ako.
"What lesson? Kinky stuffs?"
Nawala ang ngiti sa labi neto at napalitan ito ng pagkunot ng noo at pagtigas ng kanyang panga.
"No, it is not just about sex. You will also learn on how to change that very rude attitude of yours. It is about being loyal and trusting your partner. So both of us should be commited on this. "
"Ha? Trust? I barely know you tapos ngayon sasabihin mo sa akin yang salitang yan? Wow! big word."
He then kneel down in front of me. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.
"We will work this out. Ayokong pilitin ka sa mga gusto kong gawin. We will take it nice and slow and if ready ka na tyaka tayo poproceed on the second level. Trust me on this, Mia."