our let it be ( Katsudeku)

18

" .. .. I'm begging you, izuku... let him go..." 

7 words , and yet they managed to tear another hole inside his already broken heart. 

It has been such a long time since he heard him call him by his name. It hurts, to hear him begging for someone else. To hear the sincerity , behind those words. To know that in this lifetime , and probably the next , he wont be worthy enough for the other to do the same for his sake.  It was soul shattering, to hear how he would easily cast his pride and dignity aside just for the sake of that read headed male.

" ..Flattering .. to think that I can do all of this while in a coma, katsuki. Do you really think so low of me?. Do you really think im so cruel enough to organized all this shit?" 

He asked, lifting his gaze to look into the other's eyes. Seeing the desperation, that heartbroken gazing back into his eyes as if trying to convey to him how much he loves , that stupid whore of his. 

" I can't think of someone else , with the right motivation.. "  the blond admitted .  Making the smaller male chuckled at his face. 

" You can't ? Really?."  he asked , sarcasm dripping in those words as he tilted his head at him.

The blond frowned, hands clenching tightly as he broke out of their staring contest. And for a while, he wonders whether the blond will now resort to physically convincing the smaller male. 

" I know, I have no right to ask anything from you. Let  alone face you after what had happened, but de-- izuku, this is way below the belt ..... I know you must be working with someone. I just knew it... He doesnt deserve this... If you are looking for someone to punish, let it be me.. Let me take the punishment, izuku. "  he begged , wasnt that the most  shocking sentences he heard from the self centered asshole who got him pregnant. 

" why do you all think that I have something to do with all this crap??! Do you hear yourself katsuki?! Do you really think im a monster just like you??!. I have a pup im trying to grow inside my body, I have no time for you or your stupid bitch!"  he growled , feeling outrage  to know how low the asshole sees him as. 

Feeling himself getting work up again, tiny pains from his stomach as he force himself to calm down,  his attention was caught by someone knocking on the door before it opened. 

Revealing shoto todoroki , other hand holding the  door knob while the other holding what seems to be a basket full of fruits. 

Seeing the look at their faces, todoroki  immediately went in front of izuku, as if trying to shield the green headed male from the bastard. 

" what the hell are you doing? don't you know how delicate his pregnancy is, you stupid ass???!"  he snarled , glaring menacingly at the other. 

" this is none of your business icyhot! this is between us!. Get out!"  the blond hissed as he stood up abruptly , chair falling hard on the ground.

" You really have no shame , don't you?. Just how much of a self centered asshole are you , really? You are accusing your pregnant mate who just woke up from a coma??! .  Get the fuck out of here before i call security.  Otherwise , I assure you ,  this won't end up pretty for you , you , selfish prick . "   And for a while, izuku thought he is finally seeing a different version of the  todoroki shoto he became friends with. His eyes showing a dangerous glint he had never seen before. 

Panting a little as pain starts shooting once more on his stomach , izuku grabbed todoroki's wrist to stop him from  advancing against the other male.  "...n..no , enough todoroki kun.  " he said softly as he tries to calm down , not wanting another episode to happen. 

"get out , katsuki. We have nothing to talk about... stop harassing me , if not, we shall see each other in court. "  the green headed male  said softly after a few minutes of silence, proud from the fact that he manage to let those words out without stuttering  or showing how affected he was from the presence of that blond headed male. 

" Fine, but this is far from over... izuku. We shall talk soon. "  katsuki said with finality. Making shoto want to blast him out of the room, and in fact he would have done just that had not izuku has a firm grip on his wrist.  

Watching the bastard  walk to the door and out of it, he had to count from 1 to 5 just to calm himself down enough to turn to izuku once more. 

" are you okay?." he asked softly as he looked at him. " should i call the nurses? "   and he would have though, izuku had shook his head and pulled him back a little. " Im fine , todoroki kun. Thanks."  he answered softly.

" How did he get in?. Maybe we should have more talk on the security of the hospital... He should be banned from entering here..."  he said as he sighed. 

"By the way, this is for you. How are you feeling? .  Did you had lunch yet? " he asked as he placed the basket on the nearby table, before picking up the chair and closing the door.  

Damned bastard doesnt even have the decency to close the door after going out.

" They all seems to think that i have a hand in this mess. You don't think that way, don't you, todoroki kun?"  he had to asked , just to stop being paranoid about it already. 

" of course not! I know you dont have that kind of guts, izuku. " he answered confidently. Shooting an amuse looked at the other male. 

" Well, all of them seems to think so. Makes me wonder if I suddenly developed a new weird quirk while i was in a coma... " Poor attempt for a joke, he didnt care though he had to let it out. Otherwise , he'll go insane just by thinking about it. 

  " dont be stupid. Stop thinking of such things. What you need to focus on is being healthy and getting better for you and your pup. So both of you could go home after this. "   he said softly, taking a seat at the previously occupied chair. 

" Anyway,  Uraraka said she will stop by later. I heard she is helping aunt inko to buy some stuffs for the pup.... Speaking of pup, asui wants to know what color would you want for the nursery room? she wants to help aunt inko in painting it......"

And from those words, his friend managed to direct his mind away from the said tragedy of human walking disaster. 

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Meanwhile , a few buildings away from the hospital room,  red eyes watches them from afar , using binoculars he holds using four of his fingers...

"  Hmmm.. Todoroki Shoto, huh...

        .....Interesting ."  he muttered ,smirking to himself.

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hello party people! it has been such a long long time since the last time I updated and I'm so sorry for that. Life has been a rollercoaster,  finally got a job , and i had a surgery last year, minor one and all of those mind blowing events.  I have to admit that i was lacking of motivation to continue writing this fic mainly because im also following other ships like merthur, ( old but gold) , lan zhan and wei ying (mdzs)   and a lot more. Though i love this fic, im not gonna let this go without seeing the end for this. 

Will probably edit this later , but thank you so much for reading this hard trying fic.

love you all  and see you on next update! <3